MERDEKA!

Last Night was great! Manage to see fireworks! Although the fireworks was just a short period, but it was unforgettable. :D Last night suddenly I just had this feeling. Feeling of being taken care and I felt warm. :D What more do I need when I have my friends around me. :) I tell myself that it does not matter where I hang out with my friends, as long as I get the chance to hang out with them. Then I'm satisfied. :D Even if I didn't get to see fireworks, I will still be happy. :D 

Oh wait.. Happy Merdeka everyone!!! :D

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Alexy 19th Birthday! :)

Two days ago, we celebrate Alex Birthday at Seoul Garden. :) The we people are Alex, Jien, Me, Peng and Wen wu. Haiz.. Ee leng and Jas didn't get to celebrate. But is ok. There is always next time. :D Anyway, we had good food at Seoul Garden. Is actually a korean BBQ restaurant. So all of us steamboat and BBQ and talk non stop at the restaurant. Haha.. XD Sometimes we don't need a luxury meal to remember this occasion. Just a simple meal like this and it will forever stuck in my head. :) Besides, I had a lot fish on that day. Hehehe.. I know u like it ALEX! :D The only thing that didn't work out was the surprise cake. You just can't sit down properly do u? Haha.. :P After the meal, all of us were so full and I think everyone had fun. Right? The most important thing is to enjoy ourself. :D

Well last but not least, I hope you had fun! I hope you like the food. I hope you like the cake! :D My first time celebrating birthday with you and I love it so much. You did shopping summore! Glad u did! :D

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Tony Roma's

Bye Bye IELTS!!! You are done for the day!!! Today test was great. I had enough time for each section and now I really believed when a person is under pressure and stress, he or she could really think fast for a solution. :D That happens to me. I was shocked too. Haha.. XD Anyway, I had Tony Roma's for dinner today!!! 

It was so delicious!!! I'm so full right now!! I can't breath properly and I can't laugh properly too. OMG.. I just realize tomorrow I will be eating a lot too. Oh crap.. More fats to burn! Hahaha.. XD I went with my cousins for Tony Roma's for dinner. Is been so long we sit down together, eat dinner together and talk non stop. We can form a gang already "The Cousin Gang". Hahaha.. XD All of us are like sharing all the lame jokes and funny jokes that we know. It was hilarious. :D 

I had fun today! Thanks COUSINS!! 

Well gonna sleep now.. Good night people.. (Yawn....) 

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Just Tell Me

Will you just tell me what you are thinking please? I wanna know what you are thinking. If you have a problem, just tell me please. Don't make me worried about you. Just express it to me. I don't mind if the things you are going to express is gonna hurt me, make me sad or worst. I can take it. As long as you feel better after expressing yourself. You have been there when I needed you. You were always there for me and I wanna do the same for you. Is not because I wanna pay back the things you had done for me. Is simple I care about you and I treat you like my family with my pure heart. With my own willingness, I'm concern about you naturally. :D You are like my family and no matter what I will always support you. I can assure you that you will always have me stand by you. :D

Will you please express to me the next time when you feel like expressing? :)

I will be waiting. :) 

Just Keep Smiling

Just Keep Smiling. Everything will be fine. Tomorrow will be a better day. Don't think too much and don't worried too much. Just be yourself. Stay strong in what you believe, make sure the strong belief remains in your heart. :D

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Hold On

Keep Holding On! 

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Things are different nowadays

Haih... Things are really changing around me. That's how I feel right now. 

First: Just now my mum told me something that hurts a lot. I didn't know she will tell me this kind of stuff. Although it hurts, but I actually knew it when I was young. So no hard feelings. :D

Second: I don't know whether you realize or not. But whenever I'm with you, I feel that you always push me aside. Just keep pushing me aside. Like I don't exist. Even when we are chatting. And you say you will be there for me. And I will not be alone. Really?? I don't feel it right now. What I see is that you don't really care for me. All you care about is....     Nothing..

Am I too sensitive? Am I wrong? I really don't know. I just cannot take it anymore. I'm sorry. I just need to express myself. Hope everything will be ok. :)

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Speaking Test

Phew.... I'm glad speaking test is over. I was about to be late for this thing man! Make me feel so nervous. Anyway, speaking test was ok. I guess. I did my best to say what I want. And the examiner was very friendly. :D I hope I can get good score. :D One down! 3 more to go! XD

Actually my speaking test place is very near Taylor College, and I wanted to see this person so badly. 

Wei Shin!!!!!!!!!! 

I should have call u!!! Haih.. Next time lo!! Haha.. XD

Hehe.. Also, I heard about lots of news going on today. :D

Jien & Alex: Good Job for the results!! Papa is very very proud of both of u!! (Pat mentally on your head) :D

Ee Leng: Study hard for exam ya!!!    Singing: No stress.. No stress.. No stress..  :D

Going badminton now! Bye people!!! 

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Satisfied

You know when we were young, we can't drive because we don't have license. Under age ma, so we will ask our parents to fetch us here and there in order to go out. Is like treating our own parents like driver. :S Well nowadays, my dad usually will ask me to go fetch whoever with him during the night time. This is because he is tired already during the night time, so I can understand how tired he is. Surprisingly I didn't feel annoyed by his order, because I'm grateful for all these years of driving me here and there. I feel satisfied, complete and happy when I get to help him. Is the least I could do. :D

Next time, Papa. Let me help you fetch people. I wanna help the family and I wanna feel responsible for my family. Papa, you had done enough for me. Is my turn to help! :D

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Being a father/ Being a brother

Being a brother is a much easier job to do. I think. Just need to take care of your bro & sis and make sure you give your support to them. :)

When comes to being a father. Hohohoho.... Is a whole lot of different thing. You have to take care of every single thing. Your daughters la, your son la and more. Haha.. XD 

Let me introduce my family. :D

My three lovely daughters: Birdy, ET, Kitten

My beloved son & my naughty bro: Alexy

My wife darling: The pretty Cactus

My pretty sister: Jasmine the bunga

The Annoying brother: Kentut

Hehe.. There you go. :D

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The Jasmine flower that Blooms 18

Yesterday was Jasmine's Birthday! Ya.. Before we celebrate for her, I went shopping again with lee yan, Alex and jien. :) They didn't manage to buy anything, so sad.. But I did. :) So happy.. :D Thanks for teman me shopping and thanks for the ride to Sunway Pyramid :) It was worth it. I hope you guys had fun. :D Taking random pic was fun! :) Anyway, you wanna know what I bought?

(Drum Rumbling.....) Tadaaa.....

Finally I get to buy another one. :D 

We went to Bubba Gump yesterday. Haha.. Of course the birthday girl kena do this and that la. Haha.. :P Anyway, hope your wish all come true and hope you had fun last night. :D 

Enjoy your rocky & pocky!

 

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It hurts

What does it means when the glass break? And everything in the glass fall out of the glass. I don't know what it means, but I just know that is not good. How can I be so reckless to break things like that.. (Slap myself...) Jia Yong.... Jia Yong.... Don't be so reckless and clumsy next time please. And don't make the same mistake. My heart still feel very pain and the guilt is killing me. Haih..

Move on... Move on...

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Night Owl

I'm becoming one of those already. I keep online this whole holiday section. Online is actually fine, but I keep online during the midnight time. This is not healthy at all and not good man! How am I going to switch back to sleep early? :S 

Well, will try to sleep early then. :D

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Inspiration

Sunshine is just like hope. When there is hope, there is a chance of anything. I need inspiration to write right now. :D

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The Last Song

I just watch this movie with my family just now. Is like family movie time. :D Oh god.. I was tearing the entire movie. Is a sad movie actually. How would you feel when you know one of your parents is about to die? And when there is no other way to save him or her? You would feel helpless. And you would like to help, but you just don't know how. This movie is mainly about a father and a daughter. The daughter at first seems to hate his father and always argue with him. But as times goes by, she become closer to her dad and when she realize her dad is about to die soon. She did her best to do everything for her father. And she finish writing the last song that her dad is working on it. That's why the title is "The Last Song". 

Don't push away the people that you love. If you push them away, you may not be able to see them again. Appreciate the people that you love.. 

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Body Step

Haha.. This is funny! Now I know how it feels to do Body Step. I did Body Step with my bro in the house. And it feels great. Is not really that hard, just need to observe how people do. :D Body Step is good exercise. I was already sweating when I'm learning Body Step with my bro. I'm hoping I can do more. :D

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Movies coming out soon 1

All these movies are coming right up this year! Harry Potter, Narnia and Legend of The Guardians. :D I feel all these movies should be not bad. 

So watch out for them... :D

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Universal Studio

I wanna go UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!! Nearest is Singapore. :D If right now, I'm in Singapore I could be right there already. Haha.. XD But I think I will have my chance, I'm coming for u! :D

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Strong

I get to play badminton again! Nice game! It can never go wrong. :D Anyway, I'm happy I get to play badminton, because you guys make me push myself to the limit. Make me run, jump, smash and more. I'm been having this thinking about being strong. I believe when a person is physically strong, he or she will naturally be mentally strong as well. So that's what I'm gonna do, be physically strong and be fit in order to be a strong person. :D 

Oh btw, I lost 2kg today. Haha.. Great! Let's hope I can maintain it. :D

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Shopping

Finally I get to shop today! What a dream come true! I bought a LOT of things today such as pink T-shirt, Shoe and more. Is so fun to shop, when you get to help your friends to buy stuff and you yourself get to buy stuff too. Also, taking pictures with your friends while shopping is fun! :D I wish I could do this more often. But no, money don't drop from the sky. Haha.. XD At least, I know that I still got one more day to shop. :) Cannot wait to shop more man! :D I'm cravings for classic jacket. Gonna buy you soon. Wait for me. :D 

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Uncle Toby

OMG!!!!! I finally get to see Uncle Toby again! He is the most adorable dog I ever seen in my life currently!! So CUTE!!!!! I cannot stand cute things, I will somehow be soft hearted. Uncle Toby makes me realize how much I actually like pets. I make up my mind, when I'm older I would love to have a puppy or a kitten as my pet.

  

Aren't they cute? Seriously is so hard for me to choose a kitten or a puppy. Both got their own goods and bads. Hmmm.... I think I will go for kitten. Since I have relation with cats. Haha.. XD

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Home

I realize when no one is at home. Everywhere in the house is just so quiet and silent. I can even hear the clock ticking sound. That's show how quiet and lonely I can be. Ya sometimes is cool when no one is at home, nobody to control you what you are doing and nobody nagging at you. But I want to come back home with full of laughter, full of noise and I don't even mind argument as well. Oh gosh.. I hate this feeling.. I hate being lonely.. Is not nice at all.. 

Oh well, Who says I'm alone. When I get to online and chat. Hehe.. XD

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What a tired day

What a super tired and fun day. :D I reach apartment around 10 something. While waiting for people to come, I fall asleep. Haha.. I waited for 2 hours and people only turn out. Haiz... Is ok. :) And then the kentut come. Haha.. After that we went swimming. Jumping into the water, it feels fresh. Like WOW! :D I realized I like to carry Alex on my back in the swimming pool. Haha.. IS fun! :D Everyone was in the pool except kentut. -.- Haha.. XD 

Well after swimming and bathing, we went for lunch at BBQ Plaza! 

Lunch was good and satisfied. Another thing, Jasmine and Ee Leng had BBQ Plaza at other places too. What a coincident la. Haha.. :) After lunch, we go for Kindori Ice Cream! Is so so nice!! :D

 

After lunch and all, I went swimming with alex again. Haha.. What to do.. We love water. :D At that time, we manage to have some time to chat privately and I realize his body is always so warm. Haha.. OMG not again. This is so wrong! Haha.. XD And we cook maggie and fried egg for dinner. It was so delicious and then later on kentut cook fried mee hoon for all of us. After a long day, all of us just eat, play and sleep. What a care free day. And I like it! :D

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Jacob

There's a whole lot of different both JACOBS. So don't mix them up. Hahaha.. XD One is warm and another one is square. Haha.. XD 

Anyway, I feel happy that I manage to put the pic into my phone. Like FINALLY! Wee.. :D 

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Sick and Tired of your attitude

I'm just sick and tired of your stupid attitude. Just because you are selfish, does not mean you can be rude. Disrespectful to the others and being freaking naughty. If you feel your life sucks, then solve it. Don't make other peoples life worst. Don't you dare to cross my line, I swear if I can't take it anymore. I will shout at you and kick you out of my life. GOODBYE! 

(Cool Down.....)

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Mega Sales

Is on MEGA SALE people!!! I don't care I will shop! Shops you just wait for me! I will come get you! I need new stuff!! :D

So people go shop! Don't regret it if you don't. :D

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Songs of The Day 2

Teenage Dream- Katy Perry

Better check this song out man! Katy Perry is asking us to go for our dreams! Is never too late! We are all still teenager, I'm sure you got your own dreams to fulfill. Right? Don't look at the past, must look into the future. And don't be regret when you didn't get the chance to fulfill your dreams! 

Let's go guys!! :D

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Results

WOW! I didn't know results could make me so happy today. Yup today is result day for my sem 1 exam. I was so nervous at first. Thanks to my friends support last night, I manage to chill. Haha.. :D Anyway, before I went to college today. I was listening to all these songs...

1) The Climb- Miley Cyrus

2) Raining Sunshine- Miranda Cosgrove

3) No Boundaries- Kris Allen

All supportive songs and I feel there is always hope in life. Not to give up. Keep hanging on. Just got to keep pushing ourself to the limit. I was glad that I listen to all these songs. They make me realize when there's a problem, clear your mind and do your best to solve it. Even when the problem is very difficult to solve. :D

I like this lines a lot "Life's a climb, but the view is great!"

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HELP

I'm glad I choose HELP. No regret at all. Got new college friends and very new surrounding. Sometimes changes are good. And I didn't expect I will have friends from Foundation In Arts too.

:D

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Power of Father

I would not underestimate the power of the father. Usually what people say is mums are kinder and nicer compare to dads. Well that's kind of true. But you know most of the time, a father can give the children strength, ask them to be brave and believe what the children say so even when others are against it. Father can pick you up when you down and ask you to be A MAN. This is because father is a lot stronger mentally and even physically. A father is always the head of the family and he will decide what's best for the family. Of course he will think automatically he needs to raise his children well and being a great role model for his children. 

My point is. Papa, you had done a great job for raising me up. I'm grateful and I'm proud to be your son. :)

Same to you mama. :D

Love, 

Aaron 

I hope I can be a great dad someday. Oh wait.. I'm a dad already. Hahaha.. :D (wink) 

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Pressure

There are all kinds of pressure in this world. Peer pressure, Air pressure and more. I'm having a lot of pressure recently. I just don't know how to handle them right now. That's why I can be very angry sometimes. Not good. Not myself. Not me at all.. Is like a giant stone squashing me and I'm letting the stone squashing me to the earth. This is wrong! I'm suppose to be standing up and throw the giant stone aside. Got to keep holding on! And got to stop making others worried about me. I will clear this pressure away and I must solve it. :)

"Bring It On" I'm not afraid of you!

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Scorpio

Scorpio is my horoscope. As you all know, scorpions are not a friendly creature. They are pure evil and they are poisonous. The poison that can kill you straight away. Usually what people tend to say, Scorpio has a lot bad influence on people. Those people that are scorpio can be very sensitive, hate other people easily, jealous at other people easily, piss off easily and more. To be honest, I'm one of them. :( I can be so evil sometimes.. I hope I can be a good person and do my best to be the opposite of scorpio. I don't want to hurt anyone that I love. I feel so guilty, when I somehow create problems and make my friends worried about me. I want to be good. :S

Water

Water. :D I love water. Anything that got to do with water. I love it. Scuba diving, Swimming, Snorkeling, Water Polo, and.. hmmm.... I even like to take bath. Hahaha... XD Oh ya.. I love sweating too. Haha.. XD So weird.. Haha.. Anyway, water is like my element. So I think I got faith with water. :) Is like when I swim, all my stress and sadness flow to the water and not in mind anymore. :) Not going to be down anymore. :) I would actually love to go to a beach right now. And just jump into the sea or ocean. :D Water is where I belong. :D

I know another person who likes water very much. I bet he is thinking about the same thing about water like me. :D

Right Alex? 

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Dancing and Singing

Dancing involves movement and Singing involves voices. Dancing is not just doing movements here and there. It is a way of expressing ourself and with different dance we can show our emotion through our dance. Singing will be a much easier way to express ourself. This is because words have meaning. Every word that we say means something. Through singing and dancing, we can release stress too. Shows all our emotions out. And we can actually dance and sing anywhere we want. :D

So that's why I like dancing and singing.. 

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