What Have I Been Doing?

Lately is been nice I guess. I feel that my luck is somehow been enhanced. Well let me tell you now. On tuesday before deepavali. I had a small outing with Jien, Alex, Lee Yan, Wen Xuan and his friend to have snowflakes at Kuchai Lama. At the same time, a new item was introduced on that day. Japan Combo 2 (the one with green taro balls). Anyway, now I actually realize deep down within my heart. I have a very strong food cravings for Snowflakes and 'Bah Kut Teh'. On that night itself, I had 2 bowls of Snowflakes. Call me crazy. Yes I know. Haha

If you guys have a chance. You must try the 'Bah Kut Teh' at Pavilion. Is super delicious. The 'Bah Kut Teh' restaurant there is actually originally from Klang. So this is the second outlet. You guys should know that Klang 'Bah Kut Teh' no doubt good! Let me describe a little. The meat is really juicy and soft. The soup is really concentrated and the deep fried thing is really crispy. But I must warn you. Is quite pricy.

Other than that, my dad got me a brand new camera. Is my dream camera. Ever since I saw my good friend holding one of this, I told myself I'm gonna get one. It is definitely a best of both worlds. Half DSLR and Hald Digital. How cool is that?

Here it is:

I have been really glue to it. I am indeed happy. When I bought it, it was still under promotion. I swear I was already planning to buy the camera myself with my own saving money but not now. But my dad insisted to buy now so that everyone can use it. Nevertheless, Thanks Papa!

Well let me show you guys what I had been snapping. I hope is up to standard. Because seriously I am really a banana when comes to technology. Finally understood what is Aperture, Shuttle Speed, ISO and etc. There you go:

I know some of it looks retard. But I will be better. Please let me know if there is any better angle I can take or any changes I should make.

A few days ago, I kind of had the shock moment. Because I finally got an offer from Australia. One of the Universities. At first I thought I received a complain mail from Uni saying that I haven submitted my results properly or something else. But it turns out the opposite. After months of waiting finally a response. Whether to take this offer? Well I'm not gonna do anything yet because I still wanna wait for better uni response. Hope everything will turns out well.

Ok that's all for now. Gonna go practise snap snap in the garden.

:)

Wish You Could Really Stay

This time is real. Today I shall not only talk about myself but a very special friend of mine. A brother to me. Is Wen Wu. Actually I still have lots of things I wanna tell you and I wanna do with you but time is not cooperating with me. Time flies when you are having fun. This blog is basically a memory box for me. I can't remember every single thing so I would use my blog to help me remind me every epic and sad moments. I choose to be tough on the outside. So this is the only place where I can express my feelings and being vulnerable.

I always thought that your flight will be delay as usual. But when I heard about your flight confirmed, I got stun. I basically do not know how to react. Trying to be ready when you leave but no matter how I try to be prepared is never enough.

I know I know yesterday you were really worried and nervous. I can feel it and I can see it. Is totally understandable. You are afraid of don't know what's going to happen to yourself in Russia. You are worried about your family and you are afraid being alone. I know how you feel. That is why. When I see you being so nervous and all, I feel nervous at the same time. Just want you to calm down. You were so nervous until you just keep quiet and that is my first time seeing you so quiet. I'm glad at least I managed to spend almost the whole day with you yesterday. Mahjong, lunch, hang clothes with you, help you to pack and have dinner with you. You were so focus on packing yesterday that I just sat one side and looked at you packing. Last night dinner was great, thank god Alex and Jien joined in too.

Right after the dinner, straight away I went back home and wanted to just fall asleep because I was really tired. But then my guts keep telling me to do something more for you. So I decided to write you a letter and to give you my very first bracelet. A bracelet that I love and I know you like it too. Take it as a lucky charm. When you love something, sometimes is worth giving away because you would like to see that person wearing it. And a letter to summarize what I wanna tell you. In the process of writing the letter, I got really panic because there is only a few more hours left and then you will be flying off. Honestly I didn't sleep well last night. I was rolling here and there. I can't stop thinking about you. Still thinking don't know whether you will be ok.

So today at 4am I woke up. Feeling so scared to face you, but I have to. Went to Jien's house with alex as well and then we started our road journey to the airport. I really dislike the road to the airport. Is always so gloomy and saddening. Makes me feel super sad on the inside. I had a lot of flashbacks from Form 5 until now. The progress of our friendship is incredible. You are an amazing guy. You are funny, random, stubborn, nice, kind, loyal and most importantly a reliable friend. A friend that I can count on when I need you.

When 3 of us reached the airport and we were walking our way to see you, my breathing rate started to increase rapidly and my stomach got tied up like a knot. I was really happy to see you at the same time sad. So all of us talked and then is time for you to go. As I was looking at you passing your passport for the officer to inspect your boarding pass. I wanna ran across to you and just hold on to you and don't let you go. But I can't. As a friend, I would love to go with you to Russia and help you in whatever I can. But then this is part of life. Despite the road ahead of you is uneven, I would still let you go on. Because I want what's best for you so that you can be independent and be a great man! My heart totally sank and I was ready to burst in the airport when you were out of my sight but I hold on.

Right after I send everyone back home. As I was driving my way back home, the sad feeling started to come back. A few teardrops finally fall off and I felt relieved and better. I'm still a boy who believes in fate and hope. Even though I feel blue on the inside, I will pull myself up and look at the bright side.

Now enough talking. Some photos to share. Some of it are the photos that I browse through today and some of it are captured in the airport:

Brother,

You! Don't come back home with that kind of silly face of yours like the above! Take care of yourself ok! Don't be clumsy and reckless! Self control! And Come back home in ONE PIECE! Keep in touch you silly boy!

The End

:)

Little Boy's 14th Birthday

Well everyone needs to grow up. I believe as a person grow older the better looking a person will be and be more mature about things. Been teaching my little boy whatever I know. Fashion, studies, general knowledge and more. I hope I'm a good brother to you because is not easy to be a good brother. I just want you to succeed in everything you do and always remember to do your best in everything!

You are 14 now. Still a long way to go so don't forget to keep learning everyday! Wanna thanks to my papa and mama for all the vouchers we use to celebrate our little boy's birthday. Without those vouchers, things will cost a bomb. Nice buffet and awesome presents right boy?

I can how much you want those presents! So hope you love them to the max! Let's celebrate even better for your next birthday right! Love you everyday!

:)

A Small Outing

Feel like been hanging out a lot lately and that's why I feel kind of unhealthy of all the food I had recently. Eat and eat and eat. Oh my god definitely gonna be out of shape in no time! Well went out with the gang today. I feel is a fail plan and it was ruined by me. If only I had planned it better. Haih. No more making self assumptions anymore.

Anyway, all of us were suppose to have dim sum for breakfast but ended up having subway for breakfast! I miss those bread smell of subway. Used to have cravings for them. After that we hanged out at wen wu's house. Starting to really get use to the card game. Wanna be pro at it but it always requires luck.

Well, what I really wanna say is that. I don't know is it just my imagination or something wrong with me. I still remembered at subway. All of us were just laughing our way and talking. Suddenly I felt everything just slowed down like in slow motion. Almost in freeze mode. I managed to see everyone smiling widely. It happen the same thing too when I was playing cards with them. Their smiles. It was magical for me. I wish I could stayed that moment and just enjoyed looking at everyone smiling.

All of us had come a long way. Our friendships are great. I know that. There are ups and downs. We argued and we bonded. Jasmine is going back to Perth tomorrow and one of my good friend (Wen Wu) is going to fly off to Russia soon.

The truth is time is limited and I will die for another outing and I won't let go of that chance.

Still IMY all even though we had an outing today. With Love

:)