My Battle Is Over!

OMG!! Is finally over!! The long battle is finish for now! I still remembered I was shouting here and there in the exam hall right after my exam. Is funny when you think back. I'm just too excited and happy right now. Can't really calm myself down. Anyway, Guess where I did I go today right after my exam?

(Drum Rumbling.....)

Traders Hotel! Look at the pool! Is just so cool right? :D Anyway, I had buffer at Traders Hotel for tonight dinner. The food is not bad, but they can't beat Shangrila's Buffer for sure. I'm just glad I managed to reach there as fast as I can because I was dead hungry! Lucky thing the road is smooth today. Honestly I feel so carefree right now. Is been so long I had this feeling again. I like though. Another exciting trip is that I'm going to Singapore tomorrow! For the first time I'm so excited about going to Singapore and excited about Chinese New Year. I mean this is my first time spending my CNY in Singapore and I want holiday so badly ever since last year. I heard from my friend. She say Singapore is on Sale. Great time for me! And I'm also going to....

Universal Studio in Singapore! One of my dream to fulfill too! Seriously can't wait at all! Well is time for me to sleep now. So good night!

:)

Rain

Is been raining for so long. In fact, yesterday was like totally a rainy day. Never in my life I experienced the raining feeling for the entire day. Is nice though. Because I like water a lot and I just love the cool and humid air. At least is fresh air to breath. But rainy day sometimes do make me feel like sleeping and being lazy especially yesterday. This is one of the fact not good about raining days. Now wonder people use to say that UK is such a gloomy place to live because UK always rain. Well looking at the rain could be also a relaxation to me. Just make yourself a cup of hot drink like Milo or Hot chocolate. Then just look outside of your window with your blanket cover and at the same time holding your hot drink of cup. At this very moment, you will definitely feel warm from the hot drink and feel very comfortable in the house with your blanket cover.

Try it!

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Freedom Is Mine Soon!

Finally the hectic 28th of Jan exam day is over, 2 papers in one day is really killing and tiring. Mechanics was quite tough and econs unit 3 I'm just too blur to even answer them. What's done is done. Move on! 1 more paper to go! I can't wait to finish it and then is holiday time! FP1, You wait for me!

Anyway, yesterday was considered a happy day for me. Even though my exam is tough, I had Mc Donald for dinner and I manage to spend a little time with my Leng Dear. Is her birthday yesterday and I just hope you enjoy your birthday.

Btw, I don't know what happen to me today. I vomit early in the morning. Maybe I push myself too hard to study I guess. Gonna relax awhile more then I'm gonna continue studying.

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So Weird..

This is so weird. Anna Hathaway is gonna act in glee as Kurt's lesbian aunt. -.- I'm completely speechless. Of all sorts of roles she can choose. She chose to be that? But is good to have her as a special guest in glee. I mean I really like her and I want to hear her sing too.

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Lost Then Found

Lost Then Found- Leona Lewis feat One Republic. At first, I don't get this song and I find it boring. But now the more I listen to this song, the more I like it and the lyrics can be really apply in life.

Here are part of the lyrics:

"Staring at tears on the pages

Of letters that I never could've write

Now I know love isn't painless,

but it's worth the risk,

it's worth the fight

Playing it over and over

I wish that I could turn back time, baby

We were wrong, but we could be right

Why do we say things we can't take back

Why do we miss what we never had

Both of us fell to the ground

The love was so lost, it couldn't be found

What would it take to forget who to be blamed?

I'm tired of crying out at the sound of your name

Why don't we turn this around, love ain't the enemy

Don't you want to be lost then found

Lost then found, lost then found

Love ain't the enemy

We could be lost then found

Empty glasses on tables, echoes fill these rooms

The memories go where we go,

There like the suitcase that you never lose

If the good lords eyes upon me

I swear to make things right

Whatever we lost, i know we can find

Why do we say things we can't take back

Why do we miss what we never had

Both of us fell to the ground"

Enjoy!

:)

Let Go?

I still don't know whether did I really did something wrong. Or is it just you. Or is it just me. I'm so confused right now. I don't even know how should I react right now. Just that last night I had been sitting on my bed, kept wondering how to solve this problem. And yet I can't think of any. You had given me a roller coaster ride of emotions last night. I just can't sleep last night. I don't want to think about it, but I just can't help it. I told myself before that I don't want to see you get hurt anymore. Because I had seen you been hurt before in my nightmare. And yet now I feel I'm internal bleeding. Thousands of knives throwing towards me and I'm killed just like that. I know you dislike my attitude and you think that I'm different now. No longer the same me.

Well if you really think so, then just let me go. Forget me. And I will let you go. I will try to move on..

:S

Mahjong

I'm so excited because I'm gonna play mahjong tonight. Is been quite long I play mahjong. Is such a nice game. Train my mind really well. I hope during CNY I get to play more Mahjong especially when my friends are coming to my house to visit. Can't wait for CNY.

(Reminder: I got do my study and I know when to play and when to study.) :P

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Glee At Golden Globe

Glee did it again! They win the golden globe 2011 for Best Comedy or Musical section! Just so proud for them. I just love this show so much. Haha.. XD And congratulation to Chris Colfer a.k.a Kurt and Jane Lynch a.k.a Sue for winning (Best Support actor and actress)

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Is Not The Same

In life, there are lots of things we have to realize it on our own. Well, the song Grenade-Bruno Mars make me realize something just this small part of the lyrics. Although I don't really like this song, but the lyrics are true.

"Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked,

Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Oh, oh

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby;

But you won't do the same"

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My Substitute for Outdoor Workout

Wii!!! Currently the most effective thing that can make me workout. The games are really fun! Is like you are actually playing. I love tennis, boxing and baseball the most because it requires you to think fast in order to win. Is a bless to have you wii.

:D

Further and Further

As the days goes by, I feel that my friends are going further apart from me. Is like they are already at somewhere really far away from me. That the probability of seeing them are low and to be able to hear their voices are low too. Is like disappearing one by one in front of my eyes. I try to hold on to them, but everyone seems like very busy nowadays. When can all of us meet up again? I miss all of you a lot! :'(

Maybe is part of my training process when I'm gonna go oversea to study..

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Accounts squash me for good!

Oh damn it! Why is accounts paper freaking hard? Why?? I just feel like killing myself now. I don't think I can even pass this paper. I even feel like crying when I do this paper and I just wanna give up. I mean I always expect myself to be able to score well in accounting because is one of my strongest subject. If I can't even score well in accounting, I feel like nothing anymore. My parents expect me to score well too. And I just don't know how to face them anymore. Oh holy cow....

But.. Life goes on! Now let's focus on econs unit 2! GO! FIGHT! WIN!

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First Paper

I just finish my first paper (Statistic) for today. I feel good. Although there are some questions, I really have no clue how to solve the questions. But is over, so I didn't care much. The main point is I'm excited to go back to college today. Is been so long I seen my college friends. I'm glad we still can chit chat right before exam starts. Summore laughing at the exam corridor. Haha.. XD Another thing is that my exam started from 6:30pm until 8pm. Is night time. I feel really adventurous during night time. Because I find it cool. Haha.. XD Also, my parking fee is only RM3. Is cheap summore I park at Wisma HELP where the parking fee usually is damn expensive. Other than that, I had a wonderful dinner with my family. I'm glad that today my family and I had the chance to just sit down all together and talk together.

Conclusion: Today is definitely a nice day.

:)

New Year! New Dreams and Goals!

As you see, I change my background of my blog. Well is a new year. So I decided to be different and just change. I know this is a bit slow. But I finally thought of my new dreams and goals that I want to fulfill. Check it out ok!

New Dreams and Goals:

1) Enter a university that I like and get a degree.

2) Be more positive and be less 'Mr Worry'

3) Go travel with my close friends and with my dear (Must be a flight trip)

4) Learn to cook more

5) Wanna try bungee jump and more crazy activities

6) Able to manage my own money, shares and property as I grow older

7) Wanna take studio pictures with family, friends and my dear

8) Go for more dancing class

9) Wanna retired on a peaceful island

10) Go for more musical show

11) Go clubbing and get drunk

Well that's all for now! The list will grow longer when I think of new things to add on. So stay tune!

:)

Our First Concert!

For you dear,

Our very first concert! I'm so looking forward!

:)

Battle Field

Honestly, I don't give it a damn. My exams are coming real soon. This coming friday will be my first paper. Of course for every exam, you will naturally feel scared and afraid. But right now, I just want to finish my exam as fast as possible. Just let time spin faster just for my exam. Because I'm sick and tired of studying. Is like I have been studying for months and months. What a god damn long battle field. Exam is just like a battle or a war that are testing your ability and skills in life.

Currently I don't care how hard is the papers are gonna be and I don't care whether I know enough for the upcoming exams. Just BRING IT ON!

:)

Cold Day

Is a raining day. And such a cold day. I don't usually feel this cold when it rains. But today is exceptionally cold. Makes me wanna fall asleep.

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Lost

Recently to be honest, I may sound and look fine. But actually I don't think I am fine. Been quite emo recently. Emo because of thinking about my future. Is like right now there are two roads that I can choose to go to. But each road got its advantage and disadvantages. And right now I'm just lost and confused. Really don't know which one to choose. I need a direction.

The whole story starts when my parents and my elder brother suggested to me to go Australia for my further studies. As in degree. Is like I'm already quite certain of going to UK to study and now you making me keep contradicting myself. To be honest, I don't really like Australia that much. Is a nice place to holiday, but I don't think is a good place to study. To me, Australia seems like a place where people keep partying and I just don't like how the way Australia education is been brought up. Although UK is a very gloomy country, but I like the surrounding and the environment of UK. I prefer a place where is peaceful and serene. Not constantly madness playing. I prefer UK because I like the UK education. I know is tougher than Australia. But I think I will be fine. Besides that, there are more universities in UK that provide me the degree that I want. Is definitely an advantage for me.

But I can't really decide like right now. There are more things that I have to consider. I will figure things out. Don't worry guys. I'm really fine now. :D

Oh btw, Thanks for hearing me out. Alexy bro and Leng dear! :D

:)

Pray

"I close my eyes and I can see a better day" lyrics from Justin Bieber- Pray

You know when I was young. I used to pray a lot. I pray for health and I pray for good results. Eventually I really did get some of the good results. And right now somehow I don't really believe in prayers. Is not that I don't believe in god. I know that god exist. Just somehow lost interest in praying.

Some people used to say praying can comfort a person. Like when you are down or feeling depress, you can try to pray. But I don't think it works on me. My mum keep telling me to continue praying, so that you know you got a direction to go. Sometimes I do feel lost.

Now the question is,

Should I continue back my praying?

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Exam Is Really Coming!

11 more days to my upcoming exam! I'm starting to feel worried, nervous and constantly in a panic mood. I will always think of what type of results I will get after the exams. And that really scares me. Because I got a requirement that I have to achieve. If I didn't get it, then I won't be able to enter the university that I want.

Got to really work hard..

:)