Passion

Just a few days back. I went for a briefing with my little bro. He signed up with a friend of his for cooking competition. I'm impressed and I know he has the passion for cooking. I just hope he will do his best in the competition. Win or Lose it doesn't matter because it is still a good experience. Well in the briefing, there were a few performances. Also, I was abled to find a good spot to see the whole performances. I was fascinated especially dancing. Compare to Singing and Dancing I will still choose dance. I know where my strength lies. At that moment when I saw a bunch of young students came out and danced. I was over the moon and I just want to join up on stage to do dance again. I miss those days when I could just simply dance around on the stage whenever I want. Dancing makes me happy and I know I have the passion for it. But I know Dancing can never be my career because in reality it is not a stable job and I won't risk myself to do so. Dancing will be my passion and hobby that's all.

Recently been Obsess with Taylor Swift. Can't get her songs off my head and her songs are all so soothing plus calming. She just won 3 AMAs lately and I think she deserved it.

That's all for now. Is pouring outside. Have a great ahead guys!

:)

Is It Good Or Bad?

Lately been start having a good habit that is read newspaper everyday. Those of you who know me well. I'm consider weak in language and I just dislike to read reports or articles. I find it really boring. But you know. Sometimes certain interests can be create within yourself. My papa always ask me to read more newspaper to know what's going on in the world and to gain knowledge. At first, I will read the newspaper reluctantly but when I start to read more often like everyday. I realize I like to read a bit of business section, moderate local news and majority of world news. Thanks to Papa's nagging on me to read more if not I wouldn't know so much more now. So guys and girls do not give up on something tough, nature it slowly and somehow the interest can be created.

Now the main purpose of me blogging today is because I want to release some of my unhappy stuff here. Bear with me blog, I just need a space to speak up. I do understand that different people have different opinions, different way of dealing things and different judgement about certain things. So of course different opinions can be clashed and disagreements always happen. Been working for a few months already and I'm getting used to the people working together with me. But sometimes I just don't like some bad attitudes and some rude way of handling things that I seen with my own eyes. I just can't stand it. Therefore even for myself the worst thing is I argued with the people I love. Small arguments can be good for improving relationship but if it got really serious and intense is bad. Been feeling all Frustrated, Angry, Miserable and Guilty ain't nice. I never like to point out the ugly truth and weakness others have. If I do not have a choice, I will force myself to point out then.

After arguing with the people I love, the worst thing is I'm not only hurting them but also myself. I'm also tired of being the middle man. People will back step each other for real and do I seem like the person who is interested to find out what you back step on? I mean is not like something you should be proud of and nobody would be happy to hear all these nonsenses. There are times I really do feel like giving up and just leave everything behind. I'm tired. Really tired, heart broken and feel sickening. This world is fill with lots of self-centered people and inconsiderate people. I tell myself if I give up right now. I'm not doing myself a favour but destroying myself. So that is why no matter how tough thing is I will do my best to solve it myself and be independent because the truth is no one will really come scope you up when you are defeated. Maybe just some.

Been holding onto all these unhappy stuffs for awhile. For now I will remain headstrong and as positive as I could. Till next.

:)

My Last Teen Birthday: 19 (Part 2)

On the 13/11/2011,

Steph, her sis and I went out for lunch as a celebration. Before I meet them, I remembered I was really excited to meet Steph because is been a long time we meet. At first I was kind of puzzled don't know where to eat. But at last I managed to choose 'Fong Lye'. Kept thinking of food to eat that is not western nor Japanese so Taiwan Food it is. I had miso paste fish set and they had steam fish set.

Even though lunch was kind of short but it was a good catch up. Will meet up soon!

When the sun falls and is time for family dinner on the 13/11/2011,

As you can see, I had Japanese Food for dinner. Initially my dad's plan was to go to one of the best Japanese Food in KL at Old Klang Road but it was full. So we all ended up at Fukuya, Jalan Tun Razak. I felt that the dinner was really good. Really peaceful and beautiful environment. At the same time good food. And is quite worth it come to think of it. Order 3 dinner sets and some side dishes for 7 people. Each dinner sets cost RM 70. The best part is I didn't feel bloated at the end of dinner if not I will puke.

Well that's all about my celebration. Time for some appreciation.

Mama and Papa bought me a formal pants for uni. I wanted one so long ago and you guys did read my mind. Both of you are the best parents I could ever ask for. Thank you for the dinner. Thank you for raising me up well and Thank you for been with me when I needed help the most. Love you both dearly and forever.

Didn't expect this present at all. Dear Cousin Li Wen. We have been cousins for 19 years of my life. You are a great designer I know that and I will do anything to help you if you need it. Sometimes you are mean and evil but overall you are a good person. The jacket is cool on the outside but warm on the inside. Thank You!

Dear little boy (Max). You used your own savings money to buy me a present. What more can I say. I'm flattered and proud to be your brother. Hoodie is always handy in cold places. So thoughtful of you. I'm starting to like Purple. Thank You boy!

To be honest Steph, never knew I would find great friend like you. College is definitely a very different culture for me. So I am really glad I found you. Hats and I always don't get along but this one in the pic fits perfectly alright. Now I can bring to Aus. Thanks for the hat and the card! Help me thanks your sis for the Naruto key chain!

The last present to announce. You guys prove that words and pictures can be an incredible gift as well. Those pictures did remind me some of the epic moments I experienced and those words tell the truth of everything. I felt really appreciated and until now I can't stop not to look through the pictures and the words because I find it hard to believe. Thank You Jien and Alex!

You know I always put this statement in my mind. 'Service above self'. It means to provide service to the others rather than yourself first. I know when I want to help anybody, I will do my very best to help with my own ability. And once I helped that person, I do not expect any return from them because it ain't right. But sometimes in life everybody needs a little appreciation to have the driving force in life. This year I realized by going through my birthday I can see I really really do have amazing, awesome friends and a wonderful family surrounding me. I am grateful to those who had celebrated my birthday and wished me.

This is my last birthday in Malaysia and words can't even describe my feelings. Is getting really late now. So Good night everyone!

:)

My Last Teen Birthday: 19 (Part 1)

As promise earlier. I'm blogging again. Well I'm gonna talk about my 19th birthday for the whole process. Not here to show off but showing my deepest gratitude and appreciation. Is gonna be very long post. There will be Part 1 and Part 2. So keep up alright!

On the 10/11/2011,

Honestly on the 10th Nov. I don't feel like a 19 year old boy seriously. Basically I went to work like the other normal days. But I already know what's going to happen next. You see the cake I was cutting is actually bought by me. Now this is funny. My dad assigned me this weirdest task which was actually buy a cake for myself and one of my colleague. I feel super weird about it but I was doing it for my colleague. Oh ya. My colleague is the one who is wearing blue beside me in the picture. Her birthday is on the 11/11/2011. Such a small world right?

So I feel glad to be able to share my special day with her.

Up next 12/11/2011,

I remembered 2 of my good friends ask me at the same moment out for dinner on the 12th Nov. I swear I was so happy till I jumped off the chair I was sitting on. Well I was excited. Can't help it. Haha So I met with the entire gang and with my little bro (Max) as well at the 'Garden Restaurant' at Mid Valley. I actually been to that restaurant for a few times but not with my gang. Of course the deco is nice and food was delicious but I know that all of us weren't satisfied enough because we ain't full yet.

Then we went for Snowflake. One of my favorite dessert ever.

Snowflake is addictive and very easily hooked on. I love the new one 'Japan Combo 2'. Almost all of us had our own bowl and right after we finished eating. Suddenly this came out..

A full box of donuts. Until now I still do not know how they hid this big box. Looks like I'm not the only one who is sneaky. I recalled I can't stop smiling, made a wish and non stop blowing off the candles. First time having donuts instead of cakes. Is Functional and Fun.

After that, we walked around. Took some epic pictures and went back home.

That's all. Wait for Part 2

:)

Grandma's Birthday 2011

Last weekend my family and I went down to Singapore. This time is for a celebration. Is my grandma's birthday. I remembered almost every year is in KL. Well this time my big uncle wanted to organize it so is like a holiday to me. I get to relax in my aunt's house. You know what people usually say? A holiday is just like a charger. After the holiday then you will be fully charged. And ready to continue on with work or studies. So remember to always allow yourself to have a little break.

Anyway, I'm so happy to see every relatives and my family happily celebrating. Most importantly Grandma is happy.

Grandma! Wish you long live, stay healthy, stay strong and stay cheerful. You will always have me as your grandson.

Don't go away! Because I will be blogging these few days.

:)