Further Math

Haha.. I can't believe I actually understand what my teacher is teaching on further math. Is a miracle! A MIRACLE!!! I may be the slowest in understand things, but I believe in slow and steady. :D 

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Ee Leng!!

EE LENG!!!! LENG!! LENG!! LENG!!! Ok enough!! Haha.. XD I know that you had been through a lot this year. Is exactly the same way how I feel. Life is hard & life can be really unfair. That's life I guess. We just have to be strong and don't make the same mistakes. There is always things pulling us down in life, we just have to stand up and face it and defeat it. I know you ever since last year. You are really weird, random, nice and yet kind person. You can be so random that I didn't even expect you will do this and that la. And you can be really weird sometimes like an ALIEN. :P But I don't mind, because that's who you are and I accept you being who you are. 

I know you are strong girl. I truly believe it and you are not a quitter. I know you won't let anything just defeat you easily. I'm sure you had done things that you didn't even think you could really do it. See everyone of us are different and special in our ways. I know you will figure out what you will wanna do. 

At last, if you really got anything to express you can always find me. I'm your papa. As you can see the pictures, you got an entire family backing you up. You will never be alone. Papa will be right beside you. 

I love you and I heart you truly.. 

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Goodbye Cheer!

Cheerleading. Right now I can't believe I'm giving you up. Is just not like me. I mean I really do love cheerleading but I'm not motivated and not inspired to do it. There is not enough people joining the cheer thing. I feel so not pump up. Haih.. 

If ever we have faith again, I won't miss the chance to do it again. I will remember this. :D

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Heart you

I realize I can't be mad and be angry at you. Like real mad. This is because I know that deep inside my heart, I love you more than I can be angry at you. It is the real fact. Even though you can be so annoying, saying me STUPID and ask me to SHUT UP. Even though you can be so naughty at the same time cute like a kitten. I would not mind actually, because that's who you are and I accept the goods and bads of you. Right now I got the confident to say that you will never try to even hurt me and leave me alone. This is because I know deep inside your heart you will not do it. You can try to deny it, but I just know you won't. :D

Last but not least,

I heart you both dearly.. 

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Pain

This morning. It was like hell to me. My stomach really hurts. What do you do when your stomach hurts.. Of course go toilet right.. So imagine yourself early in the morning about 2am, go to toilet for 3 times. How would you feel.. TIRED!! After doing all my 'business' in the toilet for 3 times, I was too tired to even move to. So I lay down on the floor. At the same time, I got headache too, I feel like vomiting too. The world seems like upside down. (Inception) I really thought I was going to faint anytime. This is because I don't even have the energy to stand up. 

Lucky thing I'm alright now. :D

Lesson of the day: Don't simply eat especially those spicy food and raw food. :X 

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Indo Mee

Ever since my college friend introduce to me this Indo Mee. I always do have cravings for it. This noodle is just really tasty! I like it dried and crispy. Although it is quite expensive for double Indo Mee for RM 5, but I didn't care. All I want is the taste of Indo Mee. :D Is really strange I only like my college mamak Indo mee. No other place can beat my college Indo Mee. It is really the best. :D 

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Regret

Today is not a great day to me. Traffic Jam, Park at a creepy place, not good result, not prepared for exam. Haih.. I was totally moody today. The whole morning and afternoon, my face is just like a stone that does not give any expression at all. I was not me. Even when my college friend ask me am I ok? I didn't even answer, I guess I was not in the mood to answer. I guess I was very worried about my econs test, because I feel I did not do my best to study for econs. This kind of feeling is just exactly like on SPM result day. The feeling of regret & disappointment. 

But now I'm really fine and happy again. Not to worry guys. :D 

I wanna thank this people

Sheryl & Stephanie: I'm sorry I didn't answer you when you guys talk to me. Forgive me. Thanks for being there for me. I really appreciate it. XD

Ee Leng: Looks like we have lots of common stress I think. But not to worry girl, we can do it! Trust papa, ok? Thanks for supporting me today. I really need it. :D 

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Math Test kill me!

I had my math test today! It was the toughest math test I ever had. I didn't expect to be this hard. Just right before the test, my lecturer told the whole class that he purposely choose the hardest test for us to do in order to train us to handle harder question. Seriously I did my best to do the question, but I'm just to blur and clueless how to solve it. Haih.. What's done is done. I did my best. 

Well the next time I will be more prepared and do well. C3 I'm going to defeat you. You watch me! :D 

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Focus la LJY!!

(Slap myself for don't know how many times..) I need to study now!!! :S 

Broga Hill

Finally I climbed Broga Hill!!!! XD Broga Hill is one of the things I wanted to do this year so badly. :D Compare to Mount KK, Broga Hill is not that hard and the climbing period is quite short too. But is been a long time I climb mountains, so I did feel really tired. Thanks to the Mount KK, now I can really prepared myself for climbing mountains. :D One thing good about Broga Hill compare to Mount KK is that I'm climbing with my close friends so I felt really great because I know that I'm not alone and I don't have to go solo every time. :D Thanks for being there for me Alex and Jien. :) 

Well the journey begins with me and alex meeting up at jien's house. My Alexy bro driving my car to meet up with Eunice's friends. Then we straight away go to Broga Hill. I actually like the darkness when climbing up Broga Hill. I find it quite cool. Haha.. Cause is challenging and adventurous. Although it can be really dangerous and I don't have torch light when I'm walking, but is really fun. XD 

After a few hours of climbing, all of us reach the top! Woohoooo.... I must say the View is great and BEAUTIFUL!! And there is always wind blowing. So nice.. Like in a air conditioner room. :D So we took lots of pictures up there and just chill right there to watch the sun rise. But we didn't manage to see the sun rise because the clouds were blocking. Sad... Oh well next time. :) I felt really relieved and relax as I'm sitting on the big rock looking at the view. :D Another thing I must say is that Eunice's friends are really hilarious. All the jokes that they say just make me laugh. :D 

I hate climbing down the hill. This is because it makes my toes pain and is really steep to come down. I was worried about the two love birds. One: the kitten basically using run down the hill technique. Is freaking dangerous and you almost fell down. Two: my bro's shoe is very slippery and you almost fall the most. All the time I just keep praying OMG.. please be safe.. :X Thank god nothing happen. 

After the whole Broga Hill, we went to Wen wu's house for his home-made Pan Mee. The food is nice. Thanks wen wu. :) Now I'm officially a PIG now, I slept for 12 hours. Hehe.. I guess I was really really tired. :X

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Wei Shin!!!

On the 16th September 2010 is a public holiday. A brand new public holiday (One Malaysia). At the same time, I feel so lucky I ask the birthday girl (Wei Shin) Out! Is been so long we chat and take pictures. :D 

Well on that day, me and her had full house at Sunway Pyramid as our late breakfast but at last it seemed like a lunch to me. We were so full after eating all the food. The deserts were so delicious. All the chocolate, cream, cocoa powder.. OMG Yum Yum!!!! XD Also, we took lots of pictures in full house. Cam whore with you is so fun! :D 

After we had our meals, I managed to meet up with Wei Shin's Gang a.k.a her FAMILY! David Kam was there!!! Is been so long we talk too!! :D I'm really happy I get to talk to Joshua, Kar Moon, Penny and listening to their conversation. Just so funny! :D 

That particular day was just so awesome. Oh I did go shopping with Wei Shin too! :D I'm happy you buy something for yourself. :) And for penny too. :)

  

Well last but not least, I hope your 18th birthday is your SWEEST birthday ever! Cause you did had a lot of chocolate on that day. Haha.. XD Your FAMILY and Mr P were there on your birthday. And I'm just really glad I found you as my good friend. Keep in touch ya! :') 

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Baby Car!!

Baby,

You had done great today!!! You manage to send me and my friends to broga hill and Sepang Gold Coast too for the previous trip. You are indeed great and wonderful car to me. I feel so lucky to have you by my side. :D Never in my life I like a car this way before. So you are really incredible to me. :D Actually from today onwards not just me who felt this way about you. Haha.. He really likes you too. :D I'm sure he will still have lots of chance to drive you baby. And I would definitely share my baby with my best buddies. :D Right? :D 

I love you baby. :D I'm gonna wash you real soon ya. You are gonna shine baby. :D

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Arguments

I know sometimes arguments could be good. It can strengthen a relationship or even enhace the relationship. But too much arguments could cause bad things to happen. And the people in the arguments will of course won't feel great. Just always sad, moody or even maybe heart broken. I don't want to see any arguments anymore. Please don't do this to me. I really felt heart broken when I look at both of you argue. :X 

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Not Right Now!

Sore Throat and Flu not now please!!!! I got too many things to do right now. Stop disturbing me. Will need to recover fast. I can't back down, not right now!! :D

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Sepang

I must say Sepang Gold Coast is not really a nice place to visit. Quite disappointed. The beach is not nice at all. But I like the breeze on the beach and walking on the beach is quite relaxing. :D

As you can see in the picture, I manage to drive to Sepang. Lucky didn't get lost and this is my first time driving to a destination for so long. Haha.. XD Oh I forgot to introduce the people in this trip. Alexy, Kitten, me and Eunice. So there are Triple AAA and One E. :D

After spending time in Sepang, we went to have late lunch at I LOVE U: SHABU-SHABU in Puchong. Nice place to eat!!! Must go back to eat more!! :D After that, all of us went for swimming. At least the eating and swimming part make our day nicer and better. Thank god. Haha.. XD

Last but not least I wanna thank these people:

Alex: Thanks for making sure that I go the right road and didn't get lost. :)

Jien: Thanks for the map! And thanks for entertaining us! :)

Eunice: Thanks for all the meal you pay for! :)

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Funeral

I just attended a funeral recently. The air was filled of sadness. Although you can see that people were smiling, but you can that water were filled in their eyes. All of them were holding back trying not to cry and staying strong. Is a good experience to go for a funeral, because you will really appreciate life better ,and understand that when a person is gone there is a big difference in life. I wish I could really hope I won't have to attend my own family funeral, but the truth is everyone will have to go through this. Just have to be mentally prepared when the times come. 

I'm really glad that I'm no longer the old me now. The old me is usually very negative, but now I did change a lot. I can accept other people saying bad things about me. I'm really positive nowadays and I'm mentally stronger now. Ya. I'm whole lot stronger now. :D

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Driver of the day

I'm really happy right now!!! Finally I get to online and go FB. Haha.. XD And someone make me really happy today. Haha.. :D Plus I fetched both of my parents out today. For the first time, both of them can relax in the car, sleep with no worry and they feel safe in the car. I'm glad to be their driver. I just want them to have a peaceful life and to have a peaceful family. No argument and no conflict. :D

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Sleepy

I don't like Monday!!

Monday Blue....

Sleepy.. (YAWN.......) Zzzzzzzzz.....

Haha.. XD

Can't Stop Eating

I think I break my own eating record again. This is bad. :S

Yesterday for lunch I had 5 POPIAH!! Is not small at all. Is HUGE!!! I guess I was thinking popiah is a healthy food. Oh no.. :S

Exercise more I guess. :D

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Song of The Day 4

Taylor Swift- Mine

"You are the best thing that ever being mine. " What a lovely song. I felt loved. :D

To all the love birds,

This is your song. Treasure it. :D

Especially for my jien and alex. Double A love. :D

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Camp Rock 2

Going to watch tonight! I heard their songs are not bad this time! :D

Watch it yourself!! Tonight 7:30pm Disney Channel. :D

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Please slow down time

Now is Sept. Later on will be oct, nov, dec and end of 2010. Time really flies. Just a blink of an eye, then a month just gone. Please slow down time. The faster the time flies, the harder for me to move on with life. I'm actually excited about next year going off to another country, but at the same time I'm scared. Scared of loosing my close friendship with my friends, scared of leaving the ones that I love and scared of being alone. Is just so hard to leave. I can't believe I'm saying this. I think I will miss malaysia a lot when I'm going overseas. I will miss malaysia food, culture, friends and my family. :'( That is why with just a song about friends and family, my tears will just flow out like a waterfall. Ya I admit. I'm sensitive and sentimental. I'm still not ready...

Especially you guys: Huay Jien, Alex, Jasmine, Ee Leng, Wen wu, Li Peng, Lee Yan 

I know I'm not ready, but what I can do is to really appreciate you all whenever I got the chance to see  you all. I'm gonna cry again. Oh no... Love you all. :') 

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Independent

Oh god.. I need to study properly. Must switch on study mood and do not slack anymore. You know people do have problem in their life. Well now I feel is better I clear and solve my own problems alone. Sometimes is better we do things alone and ourself. If we keep depending on others, when are we gonna learn to do things on ourself? I will do my best to solve things myself. Is a good way to count on ourself. 

I'm really fine. Not to worry. :D

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When In Rome

I don't usually watch romantic movie. But this is a darn good movie. Is really sweet, romantic and REALLY FUNNY. Haha.. XD You see that small car in the pic. Is so cute and efficient. Haha.. XD

Ok!! Go watch it!! Enjoy!! :D

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I need my family & my family needs me

What an unexpected day. Currently with my own problems at home, I begin to realize both of my parents need me a lot. Because I'm the oldest now as in siblings in the house. I have to take some responsibility and take charge of my own family. I'm no longer a small boy now, I'm gonna be an adult one day and I think is best that I start acting like an adult. I cannot stand myself to see both of my parents worried about this and that. I will make them have the confidence to always count on me, because I know I got what it takes to help my own family. 

Well for today, I manage to do one thing that manage to make both of my parents feel relieved and glad. I have the guts to tell them. "Papa & Mama, you guys will always have me as your son and I love you both" :') 

Is not easy to say the words "I love you" especially to your parents right? But just tell them how much you love them and they will be very happy. Try it. Is worth it. :D

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Song of The Day 3

I love these 2 songs so much. 

Adam Lambert- If I had you 

Enrique Iglesias- I like it 

Both are pop songs and very up beat. :D I can release stress when I sing these 2 songs. :D 

Enjoy.. :)

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First Saman

I had my first saman for my car today. -.- But I knew I will somehow get it. So I was not shocked to find out. Next time I'm gonna park a proper place. Got to be smarter next time. :D

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ALEXY!!!!

ONCE AGAIN!! Happy Birthday Alexy!!! Look at yourself la. You got so many different kinds of look. Haha.. XD Got cool one, cheerful one, naughty one, fierce one and cute one! Haha.. XD I know I say this so many times. I can't even count how many times also. Haha.. XD Today is your first day of college in Sem 3. Hope you have lots and lots of fun today! Enjoy yourself ya!! :) I saw the FB pic already. You had sushi today!! Haha.. XD Must be really delicious! Hmmm... YUM YUM!!! :D Anyway, hope you like my present!! Please use them. :D Make the last wish before 12am today la. :) 

Love

Aaron bro

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What a dream

I know this could be really childish. I had a very how to say.. Hmmm... Interesting dream. In the dream, I was a water bender. But later on, I had to fight physically with my big bro in the dream. The battle was tough and I manage to defeated him. So he fainted and he can't wake up anymore. :(

Did I kill him? What is the dream trying to tell me? Am I suppose to make him realize something? What am I suppose to do? I don't know. All I just know that this is just a dream and I felt really tired after I woke up from the dream. Is like I really did fight with him physically in reality.

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