Why?

I just don't understand why? Life is so short and life is so unfair. A blink of an eye and you are gone. I wanted to see you more. Even so I did hope to travel with you again when you are fully recover. But why? Why must it happen this time again? You are one of my closest uncle to me. Watched me from young till right now. You will give me anything I want and teach me whatever you know. I miss you dearly right now, but is too late. I should have visit you more often but then I didn't. I always have faith and believe you would recover and make it through. But I guess I was wrong. Is this a countdown? Now currently is the second person who just walked away from my life. Because I do not want a third one.

My heart is breaking slowly and I'm bleeding slowly. When I heard about the news, my mind was completely blank for awhile and then the emotions started to kick in. I can't focus on my work and I kept having the image of you in my mind. Even when I listen to songs, I think of you too. I haven even say goodbye but why did you just depart like that? I had so many flashback today, all the happy times we had were so precious to me. You are so good at cooking until you are even caution then those food specialist. You are a great man. I really do admired you.

Well, there is no point keep looking at the past right now. I'm gonna keep moving forward. Will do my best in helping in the ceremony and will take extra care of Aunty Lay Hua. You can count on me Uncle. I will help you fulfill your dreams.

This is my only pray for now:

Please give strength to the people around me. Especially My dad, My Aunties, My Uncles and also my Grandma. Give them strength and lead them to a positive road or a path. Open up their minds. This is not the end of our life. We will make it through everyone. As for me, I know I will be just fine. I'm no longer the cry baby who just sit around and cry. I take charge of my life and I will lead a great life. May all of us be safe and be bless to have a healthy lifestyle.

Rest in peace Uncle Sing Chong. Always remain in my heart. <3