Is Confirm

I'm back! Got a news to announce. I'm going to University of Queensland for real! This is because I didn't get the RMIT offer. At first I was quite sad about it. You know when people focus onto the things that they want so desperately, somehow expectations are there. So I ended up making myself sad for no reasons. Dad told me: You shouldn't be sad because the things that do not belong to you means you didn't lose anything. That strike my mind completely. I was awaken and I'm ready to go full force on uni. RMIT is your loss! UQ is also a better uni. Extremely excited gonna have a campus life! Lately been quite stress sorting out uni stuff. So right here I wish to have good timetable, able to meet good friends and just have a good life!

Is still CNY! And I just love CNY. Been able to meet your relatives is a blessing. Just simple gathering and have meal together is also a good way of bonding. I'm just a happy boy.

Been preparing a bring list for UQ. I'm gonna start packing. Till next! Happy CNY everyone!

:)

A New Year

Well, I'm back to my blog. I feel sorry for my blog. Feel unconnected to my blog anymore. Constantly don't know what to write about. I guess I just need to search for the right topic every time.

Anyway, is a brand new year! Lately I read some of my friends' blogs and I heard lots of cases. Some of them start of the year quite unpleasantly but some are just doing really well in the beginning of the year. I'm glad those who are doing well and I hope those who are experiencing harsh time, just open up your mind and go for the best you can!

For me, I'm excited for this new year. I'm excited about uni but at the same time I feel challenged as well because I can see lots of obstacles coming towards me in uni especially assignments. I always thought that I got lots of time but look right now! Is January and February is coming soon! Also a shout out for RMIT. FYI RMIT, you haven response me! I'm gonna be patient just a few more days and I will know the result. It is kind of confirm that by middle of Feb I will go off to Australia for good. Been feeling so tangled all the time. Is like my feelings are like going up and down. I can be worried, then sad, then happy, then excited and more. All I know is I really understand how Wen Wu, Jasmine and the other friends who have left for study feel like.

On the other hand, I'm so looking forward for CNY! Even though the numbers of relatives coming to my house are lower but is ok. As long as family and relatives all come together united and have some quality time together. Recently been having the urge to shop, I guess I'm been controlling myself not to buy more stuff if not cupboard gonna burst soon. I know time is so limited these days and weekdays I'm working until quite late. So almost every night I will sleep late because I feel not satisfied like the day is ending already. And I will always do my best to fill up my weekends with lots of outings. Do not care if is anyone (Friends, Family, Relatives, Cousins or anyone). I do not even mind some arguments. I know I'm crazy but I just want to seize whatever moments I can.

Ok. That's all for now!

:)

Proud Of You

Hey People! Really. Seriously. Not here to show off. But I'm just way too proud. My litte boy (Max) and his partner managed to get into semi-final of his Cooking Competition. But in the end didn't manage to go into final. Well it doesn't matter to me. You are still a winner.

He cooked 'Roti John' for his Quarter Final and cooked 'Cheezy Corn Chicken' for his semi Final. To me you did well and the food that you cooked are great! I know it.

I can see that younger generations in my time are becoming more talented than before. Talent like Cooking, Designing, Drawing, Singing, Dancing and more. So parents please do not cover up your children's talents. Even though you may think is disgraceful but please let the child embrace his or her own talent. Who knows maybe the talent will bring them somewhere far and good?

Time to Sleep! Good night!

:)

Great Escape For Me

I know I know been MIA for so long. I somehow lost of ideas what to write on my blog. But not to worry will still keep myself update it. Blog is part of my life too.

Well recently just got back from Hong Kong. Felt so nice to travel again. This time without my parents and I felt freedom at the same time relaxed too. There are lots of things I did in HK. I'm gonna summarize alright.

Day 1:

Cousin Jin Xiang, Little bro (Max) and me travelled to HK.

Went to 'The Peak'. Is the highest point of the mountain in HK to look at city view of HK. Incredible view especially the night time. Of course to get up there. There are a lot of ways. Well 3 of us chose the Tram. Is fast and convenient. Then right after that, we went to see the street in HK. One of the famous street will be 'Lan Kwai Fong'. Is the street fill with lots of pubs, restaurants, cafes and shops.

Day 2:

Ocean Park

I'm been to Disneyland HK before but not Ocean Park. It was really fun. Actually I feel is better than Disneyland. Basically 3 things impressed me the most. 1) Thrilling Rides, 2) Dolphin Show and 3) Aerobatics Stun. The rides were equal level of thrilling feeling just like the Universal Studio. Other than that, I just love water animals like Dolphin, Seal, Turtle, Sea Lions except Sharks. The Dolphins look elegant at the same time smart too. Also, the stun showed by the aerobatics were amazingly shocking. Who won't be surprised by stun?

Day 3:

'Cheong Chow' Island & Avenue Of Stars

'Cheong Chow' Island is a fishing village. An island full of fisherman, lots of seafoods and lots of hiking path. So all 3 of us rented bicycles and just cycled around the island. I still love the beach area. Strong Wave and Strong Wind Blowing make the air smelled really breezy. Then we had seafood for lunch. After that, we looked around at the Avenue of the Stars where there are lots of Artists' Hand Prints and Names on the floor. I was kind of happy to see Aaron Kwok, Jet Li, Jackie Chan, Michelle Yeoh and more.

Day 4:

'Tai Zi' And Mong Kok

'Tai Zi' is where there are rows of streets selling flowers and birds only. Really fascinated by the fact that I can actually find all kinds of birds and flowers. Then shopping around Mong Kok.

Day 5: Airport and Back to KL.

Even though I feel my tiredness have been add on from the trip but it was worth it. I did enjoy a lot. That's all about Hong Kong.

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Passion

Just a few days back. I went for a briefing with my little bro. He signed up with a friend of his for cooking competition. I'm impressed and I know he has the passion for cooking. I just hope he will do his best in the competition. Win or Lose it doesn't matter because it is still a good experience. Well in the briefing, there were a few performances. Also, I was abled to find a good spot to see the whole performances. I was fascinated especially dancing. Compare to Singing and Dancing I will still choose dance. I know where my strength lies. At that moment when I saw a bunch of young students came out and danced. I was over the moon and I just want to join up on stage to do dance again. I miss those days when I could just simply dance around on the stage whenever I want. Dancing makes me happy and I know I have the passion for it. But I know Dancing can never be my career because in reality it is not a stable job and I won't risk myself to do so. Dancing will be my passion and hobby that's all.

Recently been Obsess with Taylor Swift. Can't get her songs off my head and her songs are all so soothing plus calming. She just won 3 AMAs lately and I think she deserved it.

That's all for now. Is pouring outside. Have a great ahead guys!

:)

Is It Good Or Bad?

Lately been start having a good habit that is read newspaper everyday. Those of you who know me well. I'm consider weak in language and I just dislike to read reports or articles. I find it really boring. But you know. Sometimes certain interests can be create within yourself. My papa always ask me to read more newspaper to know what's going on in the world and to gain knowledge. At first, I will read the newspaper reluctantly but when I start to read more often like everyday. I realize I like to read a bit of business section, moderate local news and majority of world news. Thanks to Papa's nagging on me to read more if not I wouldn't know so much more now. So guys and girls do not give up on something tough, nature it slowly and somehow the interest can be created.

Now the main purpose of me blogging today is because I want to release some of my unhappy stuff here. Bear with me blog, I just need a space to speak up. I do understand that different people have different opinions, different way of dealing things and different judgement about certain things. So of course different opinions can be clashed and disagreements always happen. Been working for a few months already and I'm getting used to the people working together with me. But sometimes I just don't like some bad attitudes and some rude way of handling things that I seen with my own eyes. I just can't stand it. Therefore even for myself the worst thing is I argued with the people I love. Small arguments can be good for improving relationship but if it got really serious and intense is bad. Been feeling all Frustrated, Angry, Miserable and Guilty ain't nice. I never like to point out the ugly truth and weakness others have. If I do not have a choice, I will force myself to point out then.

After arguing with the people I love, the worst thing is I'm not only hurting them but also myself. I'm also tired of being the middle man. People will back step each other for real and do I seem like the person who is interested to find out what you back step on? I mean is not like something you should be proud of and nobody would be happy to hear all these nonsenses. There are times I really do feel like giving up and just leave everything behind. I'm tired. Really tired, heart broken and feel sickening. This world is fill with lots of self-centered people and inconsiderate people. I tell myself if I give up right now. I'm not doing myself a favour but destroying myself. So that is why no matter how tough thing is I will do my best to solve it myself and be independent because the truth is no one will really come scope you up when you are defeated. Maybe just some.

Been holding onto all these unhappy stuffs for awhile. For now I will remain headstrong and as positive as I could. Till next.

:)

My Last Teen Birthday: 19 (Part 2)

On the 13/11/2011,

Steph, her sis and I went out for lunch as a celebration. Before I meet them, I remembered I was really excited to meet Steph because is been a long time we meet. At first I was kind of puzzled don't know where to eat. But at last I managed to choose 'Fong Lye'. Kept thinking of food to eat that is not western nor Japanese so Taiwan Food it is. I had miso paste fish set and they had steam fish set.

Even though lunch was kind of short but it was a good catch up. Will meet up soon!

When the sun falls and is time for family dinner on the 13/11/2011,

As you can see, I had Japanese Food for dinner. Initially my dad's plan was to go to one of the best Japanese Food in KL at Old Klang Road but it was full. So we all ended up at Fukuya, Jalan Tun Razak. I felt that the dinner was really good. Really peaceful and beautiful environment. At the same time good food. And is quite worth it come to think of it. Order 3 dinner sets and some side dishes for 7 people. Each dinner sets cost RM 70. The best part is I didn't feel bloated at the end of dinner if not I will puke.

Well that's all about my celebration. Time for some appreciation.

Mama and Papa bought me a formal pants for uni. I wanted one so long ago and you guys did read my mind. Both of you are the best parents I could ever ask for. Thank you for the dinner. Thank you for raising me up well and Thank you for been with me when I needed help the most. Love you both dearly and forever.

Didn't expect this present at all. Dear Cousin Li Wen. We have been cousins for 19 years of my life. You are a great designer I know that and I will do anything to help you if you need it. Sometimes you are mean and evil but overall you are a good person. The jacket is cool on the outside but warm on the inside. Thank You!

Dear little boy (Max). You used your own savings money to buy me a present. What more can I say. I'm flattered and proud to be your brother. Hoodie is always handy in cold places. So thoughtful of you. I'm starting to like Purple. Thank You boy!

To be honest Steph, never knew I would find great friend like you. College is definitely a very different culture for me. So I am really glad I found you. Hats and I always don't get along but this one in the pic fits perfectly alright. Now I can bring to Aus. Thanks for the hat and the card! Help me thanks your sis for the Naruto key chain!

The last present to announce. You guys prove that words and pictures can be an incredible gift as well. Those pictures did remind me some of the epic moments I experienced and those words tell the truth of everything. I felt really appreciated and until now I can't stop not to look through the pictures and the words because I find it hard to believe. Thank You Jien and Alex!

You know I always put this statement in my mind. 'Service above self'. It means to provide service to the others rather than yourself first. I know when I want to help anybody, I will do my very best to help with my own ability. And once I helped that person, I do not expect any return from them because it ain't right. But sometimes in life everybody needs a little appreciation to have the driving force in life. This year I realized by going through my birthday I can see I really really do have amazing, awesome friends and a wonderful family surrounding me. I am grateful to those who had celebrated my birthday and wished me.

This is my last birthday in Malaysia and words can't even describe my feelings. Is getting really late now. So Good night everyone!

:)