I See It Coming

I know one day you will be gone eventually. Because is a natural process that everyone in this world will be gone. Is just a matter of time. All I really wanna say is that thank you. Thanks for being part of my life and giving me some nice memories of you and me together. You were always nice and kind towards everybody. And of course you did taught me well in certain things. I really do appreciate what you had done for me. So now is my turn to do my part. I don't really know how I can help you in anything. But I will promise you to help out in the ceremony in whatever ways I can. And trust me I will also try to help your daughter and your son in any ways. I mean they are my cousins and they did help me a lot when I was young. Besides we are all a family. Family will always help each other. Now that you are gone, so just sit back and relax.

Most importantly, rest in peace Aunty Leong.

How's Your Mother's Day?

I know mother's day is over. But I would like to talk about it. Well my mother's day was great. As you can see in this picture, this is my new cake mixtures. My little bro and I were baking a cheese cake for our mum. I was pretty excited about baking cakes because I always wanted to learn how to do it. Well, here are the things that we do.

Chese Mixtures

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Egg White Mixtures

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Tadaa!! Cheese Cake Mixtures! Ready for the Oven!

This is the end result. Well I'm not a pro in baking cake so please ignore the cracks on my cake. I mean as long as it taste great right? To me it taste just nice.

Mum,

I hope you really enjoy our cake and you are the greatest mum I could ever had.

Love you mummy!

:)

End Of Semester And College

Hi Guys! I know is been way too long I update my blog. So here I go. This picture is my last class in college. I was having accounts mock exam and the paper was fine. I'm just so glad college lecturers are over so now I can sleep late and wake up late. I miss my sleep so badly. Sleep is very important to me. Without any sleep, I will be a zombie for the next few days. Anyway at the same time, I'm a bit sad that college is ending soon for me. Because even though how sucky HELP is. I still do have lots of fun and nice memories in this college. I can't believe is already about 1 year and 5 months I'm in this college. Well you know what people used to say, we must keep looking forward.

Maggi Goreng and Teh Tarik are my favourite when comes to mamak. I miss the food already. Well better study hard for my upcoming exam. 26th of May: Stats 2!

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A Tired Week

I'm so so tired right now. Been such a bad week. Everything seems like is not going well. My friends around me are going through a rough time and I feel really sad for them. Because somehow inside my heart I feel this is so unfair for them. At the same time, all of us are stressing about our studies, because exam is coming. And some of us are also been bother by the fact that we have to apply for accommodation that includes me. I'm also currently feeling so sick. Even though I'm just having flu and sore throat but is quite disturbing at the same time. The main point is that I'm so stress until one point that I just wanna give up everything and why should I care anymore? But then there are so many incidents happening around me right now, and I feel is not the right time to be down and get defeated right now. There are a lot of things I still wanna help out my family, friends and my love ones.

I shall give myself a break for awhile then continue to charge on!

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Go Bieber!

I just went for another concert. And this will be my last concert of the year. Seriously concert did really make me wanna go party every time, so I have to control myself. Anyway, Justin Bieber is awesome! He is not gay, weak and other bad things you thought about him. He is a great performer. Think about it. Not many 17 year old boy can make the crowd go crazy. He has his tricks and his way in performing. 17000 plus plus of fans went for his concert. Can you imagine the crowd right now? Even though I got wet from the head to my toes and there were mud in my shoes and in my car and lining a long way just to go into the concert. It was worth it. Come to think of it. I had never ever done so many things for a guy like this before. XD

Before Bieber came on stage, Mizz Nina and some DJ warm up the crowd first. It was really fun. Because I get to jump around with the upbeat music like nobody business. It did loosen me up. Anyway, Justin is really good at dancing. He knows how to connect himself with my crowds which is a good thing. And most importantly he has a good voice and good vocal. He sang lots of song on that night. I love 'Somebody To Love' the most because of his dance moves. And 'You Smile' was great. This is the song that can really show his vocal. Also the opening and the ending of the concert were great.

Oh by the way, I watched his movie already. Right after his concert which is on last saturday. This movie is really inspiring to me. I didn't know much about him and now I really do appreciate his music and understand how he was brought up to be famous. Is not just about his look and his charm that got him to be famous. He is really talented in singing and musically good in instruments too. There is one part of the movie that shows how hard he did work for his career. He actually did 85 concerts in US. That's such a big number for a young boy like him. And he hates to disappoint his fans.

Should go watch his movie. Cause is worth paying for the 3D and the great documentary of him. I'm glad he is a star right now. Cause he is showing to the world that anything can be done. Just don't give up.

"NEVER SAY NEVER!"

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Blazing Fire In Me

Honestly speaking, I'm really not myself ever since yesterday. The main reason is because I feel pressured. Because yesterday out of the sudden. All of my lecturers just told us we will be having mock exams in next 2 weeks time. And is like one coming after another. I'm not ready at all. I'm no longer consider the pro in Math anymore. Further Math is always killing me slowly. Now this is my only main concern right now. That is why I felt angry, moody and most importantly stress! With all these emotions, then I got myself a fire in me. And is always ready to scold people or even burn people down. But thank god I didn't. I only use sarcastic words to attack people. Still is bad. I'm sorry to those people who get it from me.

As you can see the knots right? That is what I'm feeling right now. Like all my blood veins are all tangled up. I guess I need to understand how to loosen up a little and use the fire in me into my studies.

Yup! I shall study hard!

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Feeling Brand New!

As I was driving on the highway on my way to the airport. The sky was dark and there are morning mist. At that moment, I felt gloomy in my heart for some reason. But then suddenly I saw light from the sky. Is the sun and it brightens up my mood. Is like I felt hope and faith again. At first I felt gloomy I guess is because I'm loosing faith and hope. But I knew the light that shine upon me is a sign that shows not the end of anything. Everybody needs enlightenment when we are in trouble. Just like when you are in a dark cave, all you need to do is to find the light. And there will be your answer. Is been awhile that I drive myself to somewhere far on my own. When I reach the airport, I saw lots of people are lining up for checking in and the whole place is just crowded. Everyone is just so busy with their own work and I'm like the only one who is really free that is searching for this person...

My sister. Not a real one but consider close to me until a stage where we can call each other bro & sis. And sometimes, our thinking can be link easily. So when I saw her arrived, straight away I knew where she is because she is also wearing a cardigan which is similar to mine. Then we kept on talking non stop until she really need to go. When she disappear in front of my eyes, my heart sank a little. But then I decided to hang out in the air port for awhile, so basically I was sitting down on a bench where I can see a great view of everything while listening to my ipod. I saw plane flying off, trees, people busy working with their laptop at Mc Donald's and some people were crying and waving goodbye to their love ones. At that moment, I realize life can be dull or colourful. Is up to us to decide how we will live our life. We can actually paint our life beautifully. So paint your life well. We don't have to live in a dull life. Sure there are obstacles everywhere we go, but take things easily and positively. And I'm sure all of us can do it! Another thing is that change is always a constant in life. Without change, then there will not be any improvement in our life. So just accept the truth that one day all of us will be seperated and go to different directions in life. But that does not mean, we can't keep in touch. Faith will eventually bring all of us back together. As I was leaving the airport, I give myself a smile and I feel brand new right now! With a new thinking and with a new aim on how should I live my life. And I'm ready to charge on my dream and on my future!

Sister,

I may not be around you all the time, but you will always remain in my heart. As long as you are safe and doing fine no matter where you go. I will always support you and be happy for you.

Keep in touch!

:)