Miss You Guys!

Dear God,

Can you please tell my beloved people in this picture that I miss them so much. (Peng in case if you are reading my blog, you are part of the beloved people for sure)

:)

He Is Great!

"And I'm feeling good!!"

Is Michael Buble everybody! Damn! I must say this guy is freaking great. Even though I have to be honest, I don't really like classical, slow and jazz songs. But this guy got the power to really change my mind and he is indeed a great performer. No doubts at all! He is entertaining, funny and he has a charm that really attracts lots of people. Really charming. I had never felt so connected to an artist before.

Is totally a worth paying concert to watch!

:D

Turn Over A New Leaf

Hey people! I'm back in action for my blog. Recently my internet connection in the house is really bad. Time to tell about the things really happen around me. Honestly nowadays I felt like being pushed around here and there about my responsibilities and my duties. Not physically push but mentally. My results are out. And is so hurting to look at the results. Because all I could feel is that I really did let my parents down, my friends, my partner and most importantly myself. I always expect myself to be able to pull it off when comes to exam and I always believe I will be fine and somehow believe that god would not punish me in this type of ways. But I was wrong. All these things happen is mainly because of me. I didn't really push myself enough to do well in my exams. No one to be blame but myself. So basically I was really depressed, wanna screw my entire life, wanna kill myself, just kept thinking no point worth living, give up my life and just FML. Indeed my mind wasn't clear about what should be the next move. I felt lost and insecure at the same time. I kept asking myself can I still do fulfill my dreams? Is it too unrealistic?

But then at last right now, I'm fine. Is mainly because of moral support from my parents, advice from friends and of course love support from my darling. I'm a happy man again! :D Still standing firmly on my ground and fight on! And at least I know what I'm worth living for. 3 more months then I will finish my A-Levels! Can't wait at all! Is about time I'm gonna spread my wings and fly high!

Am I gonna get beaten up for the second time? Not this time! Let's do this thing!

:)

Need to Chill

I wish I got a "don't panic" Button that can apply it on me. Because no matter how hard I'm trying to chill, calm down and don't think so much about my results. I'm just really panic about it. You may see me looking so fine and normal on the outside but on the inside is definitely all mess up. Feel like my blood veins are all tangled up. Oh god. Why is it always like that when comes to result day? I mean is not normal to don't panic when comes to result day, but I really need to chill. Been thinking about this night and day. Feeling so crappy.

3 more days. Oh holy cow!! :S

:)

Movie Review 5

I am Number 4 great movie! But is a bit draggy. One thing for sure.

Dianna Agron is beautiful as usual. I like the way she talk, sing and act. Very professional.

Next movie! Beastly. Love is never ugly. So true! And the main actor in this movie is the same guy for "I am Number 4"

:)

PC Expo

Actually I had never attend a PC fair or PC Expo before. So I got no idea how is it. But yesterday at the PC expo was super crowded. I never like crowded places because I feel suffocated and not able to breath properly. Lack of air I guess. That is why I prefer to go places where it is spacious and have my own personal space. Anyway, I got things to buy. So I got no choice. I bought a pendrive and an external hard drive. The price for both of these items are consider cheap. So I'm glad.

After the PC Expo, Three of us (Leng dear, Jas and I) had our lunch and shop around. Lunch was good and I always love "Xiao Long Pau". I still remembered as three of us walking around from shops to shops. I saw so many things that I wanna buy. There is this urge keep pulling my leg and making me going crazy. I saw different colour of Polo T-shirts from PDI, a cotton jacket from Cotton On, skinny jeans and pants from Padini Authentics and MORE. Oh gosh. Well, I got to save more money then. I do feel regret that I didn't try the cloths. Next time then. At least I enjoyed my day yesterday.

Last night was really magical Leng Dear right? :D :D

:)

The Dream

When I was young, I used to dream about universities. I would day dream the entire day at home about me graduating from a university that I really like. There are 2 universities that are famous and well known in UK. Cambridge and Oxford. So imagine yourself in a place where you could find yourself surrounded by old buildings, greens and cool weather. And everywhere seems so peaceful and serene. Now that is the kind os life I would want. And I always want to live in a small room with a cozy bed, big desk and toilet of my own. Even though the room is small, but it can be really comfortable and homey living inside that room. Is even better when it rains heavily or snowing outside and I'm inside my room feeling warm with the heater on. Is definitely a satisfaction. Also, I'm been dreaming to throw the graduation cap on my graduation day too.

Really hope I can fulfill my dreams.

:D