Taking Care The House Again!

Haih.. My whole family are going down to Singapore again, but this time I'm not going. The main reason is because they will be at Singapore until next Monday from Saturday onwards. Darn it! I hate to be alone!! The house is gonna fill with clock ticking sound only. Hmm... On second thought. Maybe I should plan some activities for myself. I think I will hang out with friends more and watch movie all day. GREAT IDEA! I'm gonna do it! :D

Oh btw, I miss badminton like a lot! When are we gonna play my friends?? :D 

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Exam

Everyone seems like having exam. Everyone is just so busy studying and I just wish my friends exam just faster be over like a blink of an eye. How I wish. Cause I wanna go out! Desperate here! Haha.. XD I feel so bored stuck at home. Been studying like nobody business also. Cause I will have my exam at the end of november (mock exam) then the major ones will be in next year Jan. I still got time. I guess. 

I feel awake right now cause at least now I know I got to start studying if not I will end up dying in december. So is definitely STUDY FEVER TIME! :D 

To those who are having exams, Good luck and all the best! :D

:) 

Song of The Day 5

Firework- Katy Perry

You smile- Justin Bieber 

Great songs. Enjoy! :D 

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Corolla

Oh god.. Corolla why are you keep appearing in front of me? You are driving me crazy. I cannot stop thinking about you corolla. I don't know why. I miss you like a lot and I need you like right now. I wish you could just stay beside me right now. 

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Nightmare

I don't know what is going on with me these whole week. I'm been having this same nightmare every night. Exactly the same. The nightmare is just so scary and it just stuck in my mind. It just keep haunting me every night. So every night I can't sleep well and I keep having headache. I guess when a person does not have sufficient sleep, then that person does not have enough oxygen been spread around the body. Constantly dizzy. What is the nightmare trying to do with me? Every night I just want to cry because I'm just too shock to be in that particular dream again and I'm scared.

And I guess I'm been having a lot of stress and problems too and a lot of things just happen too quickly. So I can't take it anymore and I burst into tears this whole day. In the morning in the car, In the class and On the way home while driving. 

You know when a person is scared. He or she would actually want to lean on somebody. To feel secure, safe and have assurance. I'm been trying to stay strong. I keep telling myself stay strong. But I can't take it anymore. I need somebody. I really do. 

My point is..

I need you my friends.. &

I need you brother.. 

:'(     

Enough is enough!

Stop hurting the people that I love!! Back off!! I'm SICK and tired of you!!! Sick of your attitude, sick of you keep thinking you are the best in this world and sick of you being so selfish. You are WRONG! Last time, I used to admire you because I think you are good in a lot of things. You are smart and high in IQ, but you are low in EQ and I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW. You used to give me inspiration and you used to give me great driving force. But right now, I feel so disgust even to think of you so don't you come close to me because I don't want to get your freaking DISEASE. You never listen. People are trying to help you, but you just blast them off. Where are your eyes???? You are blind and deaf I just realize. I won't let you hurt anymore people. They are the people that I care and I love. Since you don't appreciate them, then I got to defend for them. You already cross my line!!! I don't even want to know what you doing right now, cause is not even my business anymore. I don't want to know about you anymore. You are a completely stranger to me. You are just bringing sorrow and misery to people. 

But you know what. There is a huge different between me and you. I may not be as smart and achieve as many things like you, but I know how to live my life. I know the basic manner that I should do and I appreciate my family and my true friends. Having high IQ is not everything, but having high EQ is how we do build up a person and be a good person. I can tell you this. You got zero EQ and I got 100 EQ. You used to love me and you used to care about me. What happen?? But I don't need you anymore. I'm a completely different person now. I'm stronger than ever. You know why? Because I got my family and my friends. I know that I got great support from my family. And my friends are always there for me when I'm down. Even my close and true friends can even support me well ,and I felt like I have another family taking care of me ,and there is one particular friend give a feeling of me having a real brother to me. You never been there for me and you never care. 

That's all for now. If you got more things to destroy, I'm ready for you. Bring it on!! I'm no longer afraid of you. Bye Bye..

I'm watching you... 

:) 

 

Max Boy Dinner

On the same day of 2nd October is the day, my family and I celebrate Max Boy's Birthday. As you already know, I'm already too full to eat but is a birthday party and it will be such a waste if I didn't eat. So end up I eat 5 to 6 plates. Haha.. XD Oh no no.. FATTY!!  

Lemon Garden Cafe is at Shangrila Hotel Buffet. Is really delicious. I don't know how to describe it just too good. Wanna know how good it is? Then try it. Haha.. XD Of course the desserts are the best in Leman Garden. All sorts of cakes, HAGEN DAZ ice cream, Chocolate Fountain and more.. Oh Mamma Mia!! Haha.. XD 

Well last but not least, I hope you little boy had so much fun ya. Although you were basically wearing all my things on that day. My tie, My shirt and my shoe. Haha.. XD The only thing that is yours are the necklace, the jeans and your BODY. Haha.. XD Ok ok.. I don't want to be rude and mean. I'm really glad you enjoy your birthday. :D Hope next year will be better? :D

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