Listen To My World

Is Confirm

2012-01-27T06:57:00.000-08:00

I'm back! Got a news to announce. I'm going to University of Queensland for real! This is because I didn't get the RMIT offer. At first I was quite sad about it. You know when people focus onto the things that they want so desperately, somehow expectations are there. So I ended up making myself sad for no reasons. Dad told me: You shouldn't be sad because the things that do not belong to you means you didn't lose anything. That strike my mind completely. I was awaken and I'm ready to go full force on uni. RMIT is your loss! UQ is also a better uni. Extremely excited gonna have a campus life! Lately been quite stress sorting out uni stuff. So right here I wish to have good timetable, able to meet good friends and just have a good life!

Is still CNY! And I just love CNY. Been able to meet your relatives is a blessing. Just simple gathering and have meal together is also a good way of bonding. I'm just a happy boy.

Been preparing a bring list for UQ. I'm gonna start packing. Till next! Happy CNY everyone!

A New Year

2012-01-09T07:26:00.000-08:00

Well, I'm back to my blog. I feel sorry for my blog. Feel unconnected to my blog anymore. Constantly don't know what to write about. I guess I just need to search for the right topic every time.

Anyway, is a brand new year! Lately I read some of my friends' blogs and I heard lots of cases. Some of them start of the year quite unpleasantly but some are just doing really well in the beginning of the year. I'm glad those who are doing well and I hope those who are experiencing harsh time, just open up your mind and go for the best you can!

For me, I'm excited for this new year. I'm excited about uni but at the same time I feel challenged as well because I can see lots of obstacles coming towards me in uni especially assignments. I always thought that I got lots of time but look right now! Is January and February is coming soon! Also a shout out for RMIT. FYI RMIT, you haven response me! I'm gonna be patient just a few more days and I will know the result. It is kind of confirm that by middle of Feb I will go off to Australia for good. Been feeling so tangled all the time. Is like my feelings are like going up and down. I can be worried, then sad, then happy, then excited and more. All I know is I really understand how Wen Wu, Jasmine and the other friends who have left for study feel like.

On the other hand, I'm so looking forward for CNY! Even though the numbers of relatives coming to my house are lower but is ok. As long as family and relatives all come together united and have some quality time together. Recently been having the urge to shop, I guess I'm been controlling myself not to buy more stuff if not cupboard gonna burst soon. I know time is so limited these days and weekdays I'm working until quite late. So almost every night I will sleep late because I feel not satisfied like the day is ending already. And I will always do my best to fill up my weekends with lots of outings. Do not care if is anyone (Friends, Family, Relatives, Cousins or anyone). I do not even mind some arguments. I know I'm crazy but I just want to seize whatever moments I can.

Ok. That's all for now!

Proud Of You

2011-12-18T09:02:00.001-08:00

Hey People! Really. Seriously. Not here to show off. But I'm just way too proud. My litte boy (Max) and his partner managed to get into semi-final of his Cooking Competition. But in the end didn't manage to go into final. Well it doesn't matter to me. You are still a winner.

He cooked 'Roti John' for his Quarter Final and cooked 'Cheezy Corn Chicken' for his semi Final. To me you did well and the food that you cooked are great! I know it.

I can see that younger generations in my time are becoming more talented than before. Talent like Cooking, Designing, Drawing, Singing, Dancing and more. So parents please do not cover up your children's talents. Even though you may think is disgraceful but please let the child embrace his or her own talent. Who knows maybe the talent will bring them somewhere far and good?

Time to Sleep! Good night!

Great Escape For Me

2011-12-18T08:32:00.000-08:00

I know I know been MIA for so long. I somehow lost of ideas what to write on my blog. But not to worry will still keep myself update it. Blog is part of my life too.

Well recently just got back from Hong Kong. Felt so nice to travel again. This time without my parents and I felt freedom at the same time relaxed too. There are lots of things I did in HK. I'm gonna summarize alright.

Day 1:

Cousin Jin Xiang, Little bro (Max) and me travelled to HK.

Went to 'The Peak'. Is the highest point of the mountain in HK to look at city view of HK. Incredible view especially the night time. Of course to get up there. There are a lot of ways. Well 3 of us chose the Tram. Is fast and convenient. Then right after that, we went to see the street in HK. One of the famous street will be 'Lan Kwai Fong'. Is the street fill with lots of pubs, restaurants, cafes and shops.

Day 2:

Ocean Park

I'm been to Disneyland HK before but not Ocean Park. It was really fun. Actually I feel is better than Disneyland. Basically 3 things impressed me the most. 1) Thrilling Rides, 2) Dolphin Show and 3) Aerobatics Stun. The rides were equal level of thrilling feeling just like the Universal Studio. Other than that, I just love water animals like Dolphin, Seal, Turtle, Sea Lions except Sharks. The Dolphins look elegant at the same time smart too. Also, the stun showed by the aerobatics were amazingly shocking. Who won't be surprised by stun?

Day 3:

'Cheong Chow' Island & Avenue Of Stars

'Cheong Chow' Island is a fishing village. An island full of fisherman, lots of seafoods and lots of hiking path. So all 3 of us rented bicycles and just cycled around the island. I still love the beach area. Strong Wave and Strong Wind Blowing make the air smelled really breezy. Then we had seafood for lunch. After that, we looked around at the Avenue of the Stars where there are lots of Artists' Hand Prints and Names on the floor. I was kind of happy to see Aaron Kwok, Jet Li, Jackie Chan, Michelle Yeoh and more.

Day 4:

'Tai Zi' And Mong Kok

'Tai Zi' is where there are rows of streets selling flowers and birds only. Really fascinated by the fact that I can actually find all kinds of birds and flowers. Then shopping around Mong Kok.

Day 5: Airport and Back to KL.

Even though I feel my tiredness have been add on from the trip but it was worth it. I did enjoy a lot. That's all about Hong Kong.

Passion

2011-11-26T20:15:00.000-08:00

Just a few days back. I went for a briefing with my little bro. He signed up with a friend of his for cooking competition. I'm impressed and I know he has the passion for cooking. I just hope he will do his best in the competition. Win or Lose it doesn't matter because it is still a good experience. Well in the briefing, there were a few performances. Also, I was abled to find a good spot to see the whole performances. I was fascinated especially dancing. Compare to Singing and Dancing I will still choose dance. I know where my strength lies. At that moment when I saw a bunch of young students came out and danced. I was over the moon and I just want to join up on stage to do dance again. I miss those days when I could just simply dance around on the stage whenever I want. Dancing makes me happy and I know I have the passion for it. But I know Dancing can never be my career because in reality it is not a stable job and I won't risk myself to do so. Dancing will be my passion and hobby that's all.

Recently been Obsess with Taylor Swift. Can't get her songs off my head and her songs are all so soothing plus calming. She just won 3 AMAs lately and I think she deserved it.

That's all for now. Is pouring outside. Have a great ahead guys!

Is It Good Or Bad?

2011-11-24T04:17:00.000-08:00

Lately been start having a good habit that is read newspaper everyday. Those of you who know me well. I'm consider weak in language and I just dislike to read reports or articles. I find it really boring. But you know. Sometimes certain interests can be create within yourself. My papa always ask me to read more newspaper to know what's going on in the world and to gain knowledge. At first, I will read the newspaper reluctantly but when I start to read more often like everyday. I realize I like to read a bit of business section, moderate local news and majority of world news. Thanks to Papa's nagging on me to read more if not I wouldn't know so much more now. So guys and girls do not give up on something tough, nature it slowly and somehow the interest can be created.

Now the main purpose of me blogging today is because I want to release some of my unhappy stuff here. Bear with me blog, I just need a space to speak up. I do understand that different people have different opinions, different way of dealing things and different judgement about certain things. So of course different opinions can be clashed and disagreements always happen. Been working for a few months already and I'm getting used to the people working together with me. But sometimes I just don't like some bad attitudes and some rude way of handling things that I seen with my own eyes. I just can't stand it. Therefore even for myself the worst thing is I argued with the people I love. Small arguments can be good for improving relationship but if it got really serious and intense is bad. Been feeling all Frustrated, Angry, Miserable and Guilty ain't nice. I never like to point out the ugly truth and weakness others have. If I do not have a choice, I will force myself to point out then.

After arguing with the people I love, the worst thing is I'm not only hurting them but also myself. I'm also tired of being the middle man. People will back step each other for real and do I seem like the person who is interested to find out what you back step on? I mean is not like something you should be proud of and nobody would be happy to hear all these nonsenses. There are times I really do feel like giving up and just leave everything behind. I'm tired. Really tired, heart broken and feel sickening. This world is fill with lots of self-centered people and inconsiderate people. I tell myself if I give up right now. I'm not doing myself a favour but destroying myself. So that is why no matter how tough thing is I will do my best to solve it myself and be independent because the truth is no one will really come scope you up when you are defeated. Maybe just some.

Been holding onto all these unhappy stuffs for awhile. For now I will remain headstrong and as positive as I could. Till next.

My Last Teen Birthday: 19 (Part 2)

2011-11-15T06:43:00.000-08:00

On the 13/11/2011,

Steph, her sis and I went out for lunch as a celebration. Before I meet them, I remembered I was really excited to meet Steph because is been a long time we meet. At first I was kind of puzzled don't know where to eat. But at last I managed to choose 'Fong Lye'. Kept thinking of food to eat that is not western nor Japanese so Taiwan Food it is. I had miso paste fish set and they had steam fish set.

Even though lunch was kind of short but it was a good catch up. Will meet up soon!

When the sun falls and is time for family dinner on the 13/11/2011,

As you can see, I had Japanese Food for dinner. Initially my dad's plan was to go to one of the best Japanese Food in KL at Old Klang Road but it was full. So we all ended up at Fukuya, Jalan Tun Razak. I felt that the dinner was really good. Really peaceful and beautiful environment. At the same time good food. And is quite worth it come to think of it. Order 3 dinner sets and some side dishes for 7 people. Each dinner sets cost RM 70. The best part is I didn't feel bloated at the end of dinner if not I will puke.

Well that's all about my celebration. Time for some appreciation.

Mama and Papa bought me a formal pants for uni. I wanted one so long ago and you guys did read my mind. Both of you are the best parents I could ever ask for. Thank you for the dinner. Thank you for raising me up well and Thank you for been with me when I needed help the most. Love you both dearly and forever.

Didn't expect this present at all. Dear Cousin Li Wen. We have been cousins for 19 years of my life. You are a great designer I know that and I will do anything to help you if you need it. Sometimes you are mean and evil but overall you are a good person. The jacket is cool on the outside but warm on the inside. Thank You!

Dear little boy (Max). You used your own savings money to buy me a present. What more can I say. I'm flattered and proud to be your brother. Hoodie is always handy in cold places. So thoughtful of you. I'm starting to like Purple. Thank You boy!

To be honest Steph, never knew I would find great friend like you. College is definitely a very different culture for me. So I am really glad I found you. Hats and I always don't get along but this one in the pic fits perfectly alright. Now I can bring to Aus. Thanks for the hat and the card! Help me thanks your sis for the Naruto key chain!

The last present to announce. You guys prove that words and pictures can be an incredible gift as well. Those pictures did remind me some of the epic moments I experienced and those words tell the truth of everything. I felt really appreciated and until now I can't stop not to look through the pictures and the words because I find it hard to believe. Thank You Jien and Alex!

You know I always put this statement in my mind. 'Service above self'. It means to provide service to the others rather than yourself first. I know when I want to help anybody, I will do my very best to help with my own ability. And once I helped that person, I do not expect any return from them because it ain't right. But sometimes in life everybody needs a little appreciation to have the driving force in life. This year I realized by going through my birthday I can see I really really do have amazing, awesome friends and a wonderful family surrounding me. I am grateful to those who had celebrated my birthday and wished me.

This is my last birthday in Malaysia and words can't even describe my feelings. Is getting really late now. So Good night everyone!

My Last Teen Birthday: 19 (Part 1)

2011-11-15T04:37:00.000-08:00

As promise earlier. I'm blogging again. Well I'm gonna talk about my 19th birthday for the whole process. Not here to show off but showing my deepest gratitude and appreciation. Is gonna be very long post. There will be Part 1 and Part 2. So keep up alright!

On the 10/11/2011,

Honestly on the 10th Nov. I don't feel like a 19 year old boy seriously. Basically I went to work like the other normal days. But I already know what's going to happen next. You see the cake I was cutting is actually bought by me. Now this is funny. My dad assigned me this weirdest task which was actually buy a cake for myself and one of my colleague. I feel super weird about it but I was doing it for my colleague. Oh ya. My colleague is the one who is wearing blue beside me in the picture. Her birthday is on the 11/11/2011. Such a small world right?

So I feel glad to be able to share my special day with her.

Up next 12/11/2011,

I remembered 2 of my good friends ask me at the same moment out for dinner on the 12th Nov. I swear I was so happy till I jumped off the chair I was sitting on. Well I was excited. Can't help it. Haha So I met with the entire gang and with my little bro (Max) as well at the 'Garden Restaurant' at Mid Valley. I actually been to that restaurant for a few times but not with my gang. Of course the deco is nice and food was delicious but I know that all of us weren't satisfied enough because we ain't full yet.

Then we went for Snowflake. One of my favorite dessert ever.

Snowflake is addictive and very easily hooked on. I love the new one 'Japan Combo 2'. Almost all of us had our own bowl and right after we finished eating. Suddenly this came out..

A full box of donuts. Until now I still do not know how they hid this big box. Looks like I'm not the only one who is sneaky. I recalled I can't stop smiling, made a wish and non stop blowing off the candles. First time having donuts instead of cakes. Is Functional and Fun.

After that, we walked around. Took some epic pictures and went back home.

That's all. Wait for Part 2

Grandma's Birthday 2011

2011-11-11T06:54:00.000-08:00

Last weekend my family and I went down to Singapore. This time is for a celebration. Is my grandma's birthday. I remembered almost every year is in KL. Well this time my big uncle wanted to organize it so is like a holiday to me. I get to relax in my aunt's house. You know what people usually say? A holiday is just like a charger. After the holiday then you will be fully charged. And ready to continue on with work or studies. So remember to always allow yourself to have a little break.

Anyway, I'm so happy to see every relatives and my family happily celebrating. Most importantly Grandma is happy.

Grandma! Wish you long live, stay healthy, stay strong and stay cheerful. You will always have me as your grandson.

Don't go away! Because I will be blogging these few days.

What Have I Been Doing?

2011-10-29T00:33:00.000-07:00

Lately is been nice I guess. I feel that my luck is somehow been enhanced. Well let me tell you now. On tuesday before deepavali. I had a small outing with Jien, Alex, Lee Yan, Wen Xuan and his friend to have snowflakes at Kuchai Lama. At the same time, a new item was introduced on that day. Japan Combo 2 (the one with green taro balls). Anyway, now I actually realize deep down within my heart. I have a very strong food cravings for Snowflakes and 'Bah Kut Teh'. On that night itself, I had 2 bowls of Snowflakes. Call me crazy. Yes I know. Haha

If you guys have a chance. You must try the 'Bah Kut Teh' at Pavilion. Is super delicious. The 'Bah Kut Teh' restaurant there is actually originally from Klang. So this is the second outlet. You guys should know that Klang 'Bah Kut Teh' no doubt good! Let me describe a little. The meat is really juicy and soft. The soup is really concentrated and the deep fried thing is really crispy. But I must warn you. Is quite pricy.

Other than that, my dad got me a brand new camera. Is my dream camera. Ever since I saw my good friend holding one of this, I told myself I'm gonna get one. It is definitely a best of both worlds. Half DSLR and Hald Digital. How cool is that?

Here it is:

I have been really glue to it. I am indeed happy. When I bought it, it was still under promotion. I swear I was already planning to buy the camera myself with my own saving money but not now. But my dad insisted to buy now so that everyone can use it. Nevertheless, Thanks Papa!

Well let me show you guys what I had been snapping. I hope is up to standard. Because seriously I am really a banana when comes to technology. Finally understood what is Aperture, Shuttle Speed, ISO and etc. There you go:

I know some of it looks retard. But I will be better. Please let me know if there is any better angle I can take or any changes I should make.

A few days ago, I kind of had the shock moment. Because I finally got an offer from Australia. One of the Universities. At first I thought I received a complain mail from Uni saying that I haven submitted my results properly or something else. But it turns out the opposite. After months of waiting finally a response. Whether to take this offer? Well I'm not gonna do anything yet because I still wanna wait for better uni response. Hope everything will turns out well.

Ok that's all for now. Gonna go practise snap snap in the garden.

Wish You Could Really Stay

2011-10-22T22:53:00.000-07:00

This time is real. Today I shall not only talk about myself but a very special friend of mine. A brother to me. Is Wen Wu. Actually I still have lots of things I wanna tell you and I wanna do with you but time is not cooperating with me. Time flies when you are having fun. This blog is basically a memory box for me. I can't remember every single thing so I would use my blog to help me remind me every epic and sad moments. I choose to be tough on the outside. So this is the only place where I can express my feelings and being vulnerable.

I always thought that your flight will be delay as usual. But when I heard about your flight confirmed, I got stun. I basically do not know how to react. Trying to be ready when you leave but no matter how I try to be prepared is never enough.

I know I know yesterday you were really worried and nervous. I can feel it and I can see it. Is totally understandable. You are afraid of don't know what's going to happen to yourself in Russia. You are worried about your family and you are afraid being alone. I know how you feel. That is why. When I see you being so nervous and all, I feel nervous at the same time. Just want you to calm down. You were so nervous until you just keep quiet and that is my first time seeing you so quiet. I'm glad at least I managed to spend almost the whole day with you yesterday. Mahjong, lunch, hang clothes with you, help you to pack and have dinner with you. You were so focus on packing yesterday that I just sat one side and looked at you packing. Last night dinner was great, thank god Alex and Jien joined in too.

Right after the dinner, straight away I went back home and wanted to just fall asleep because I was really tired. But then my guts keep telling me to do something more for you. So I decided to write you a letter and to give you my very first bracelet. A bracelet that I love and I know you like it too. Take it as a lucky charm. When you love something, sometimes is worth giving away because you would like to see that person wearing it. And a letter to summarize what I wanna tell you. In the process of writing the letter, I got really panic because there is only a few more hours left and then you will be flying off. Honestly I didn't sleep well last night. I was rolling here and there. I can't stop thinking about you. Still thinking don't know whether you will be ok.

So today at 4am I woke up. Feeling so scared to face you, but I have to. Went to Jien's house with alex as well and then we started our road journey to the airport. I really dislike the road to the airport. Is always so gloomy and saddening. Makes me feel super sad on the inside. I had a lot of flashbacks from Form 5 until now. The progress of our friendship is incredible. You are an amazing guy. You are funny, random, stubborn, nice, kind, loyal and most importantly a reliable friend. A friend that I can count on when I need you.

When 3 of us reached the airport and we were walking our way to see you, my breathing rate started to increase rapidly and my stomach got tied up like a knot. I was really happy to see you at the same time sad. So all of us talked and then is time for you to go. As I was looking at you passing your passport for the officer to inspect your boarding pass. I wanna ran across to you and just hold on to you and don't let you go. But I can't. As a friend, I would love to go with you to Russia and help you in whatever I can. But then this is part of life. Despite the road ahead of you is uneven, I would still let you go on. Because I want what's best for you so that you can be independent and be a great man! My heart totally sank and I was ready to burst in the airport when you were out of my sight but I hold on.

Right after I send everyone back home. As I was driving my way back home, the sad feeling started to come back. A few teardrops finally fall off and I felt relieved and better. I'm still a boy who believes in fate and hope. Even though I feel blue on the inside, I will pull myself up and look at the bright side.

Now enough talking. Some photos to share. Some of it are the photos that I browse through today and some of it are captured in the airport:

Brother,

You! Don't come back home with that kind of silly face of yours like the above! Take care of yourself ok! Don't be clumsy and reckless! Self control! And Come back home in ONE PIECE! Keep in touch you silly boy!

The End

Little Boy's 14th Birthday

2011-10-01T04:40:00.001-07:00

Well everyone needs to grow up. I believe as a person grow older the better looking a person will be and be more mature about things. Been teaching my little boy whatever I know. Fashion, studies, general knowledge and more. I hope I'm a good brother to you because is not easy to be a good brother. I just want you to succeed in everything you do and always remember to do your best in everything!

You are 14 now. Still a long way to go so don't forget to keep learning everyday! Wanna thanks to my papa and mama for all the vouchers we use to celebrate our little boy's birthday. Without those vouchers, things will cost a bomb. Nice buffet and awesome presents right boy?

I can how much you want those presents! So hope you love them to the max! Let's celebrate even better for your next birthday right! Love you everyday!

A Small Outing

2011-10-01T03:59:00.000-07:00

Feel like been hanging out a lot lately and that's why I feel kind of unhealthy of all the food I had recently. Eat and eat and eat. Oh my god definitely gonna be out of shape in no time! Well went out with the gang today. I feel is a fail plan and it was ruined by me. If only I had planned it better. Haih. No more making self assumptions anymore.

Anyway, all of us were suppose to have dim sum for breakfast but ended up having subway for breakfast! I miss those bread smell of subway. Used to have cravings for them. After that we hanged out at wen wu's house. Starting to really get use to the card game. Wanna be pro at it but it always requires luck.

Well, what I really wanna say is that. I don't know is it just my imagination or something wrong with me. I still remembered at subway. All of us were just laughing our way and talking. Suddenly I felt everything just slowed down like in slow motion. Almost in freeze mode. I managed to see everyone smiling widely. It happen the same thing too when I was playing cards with them. Their smiles. It was magical for me. I wish I could stayed that moment and just enjoyed looking at everyone smiling.

All of us had come a long way. Our friendships are great. I know that. There are ups and downs. We argued and we bonded. Jasmine is going back to Perth tomorrow and one of my good friend (Wen Wu) is going to fly off to Russia soon.

The truth is time is limited and I will die for another outing and I won't let go of that chance.

Still IMY all even though we had an outing today. With Love

Music And Lyrics

2011-09-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

Music is a big impact of my life. Music gives me strength, motivation, guidance and support as well. I hope to understand every corner and to be able to master some of the finest music that I love the most. So far I'm been collecting good music lyrics and keep them in a file. Also I will listen to the music carefully and repeat them and sing them. Well I know to some of you is kind of lame and boring. But I enjoy doing it.

Been mastering

Firework- Katy Perry

Loser Like Me- Glee Cast

Defying Gravity- Glee Cast

Waiting Outside The Lines- Greyson Chance

Up next That Should Be Me- Justin Bieber. Trying a sad song.

Till next!

Been Hook On

2011-09-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

Life as usual the same. For me is kind of boring. Been working and working and working. I think I'm gonna work until next year Jan. Well is a family business so I got to help. Besides my parents just gave me a very very big duty for me. Is like putting heavy rocks on my shoulders. For the next generation and for the preparation of the future. Well I know it will ultimately be me. So far my concentration on my work is like sky high. Really focus! Even when I'm at home I still do think about my work. Unlike me totally. I still feel really good about work even though I'm full of work and I'm really busy with work. I quite like my hectic life at least it keeps me occupied. But some part of me is feeling really tired as well. I feel like I put all my energy on my work and I feel I didn't really have little time for myself anymore. Example like just relax at home and watch TV all day.

Sometimes I even do feel a little lonely. But is not that bad. Most of my friends are really busy and I feel desperate for outings to have fun.

I wish I wish to go somewhere far and relax. Maybe I should travel while I got my chance? That's a good idea! Need to plan. For now NIGHT!

Indeed Awesome And Colourful

2011-09-10T10:05:00.000-07:00

Went for a wedding today. Is not my wedding of course. Is my cousin's husband's brother's wedding. Complicated much? Haha Just went for it because all of us were invited. Decided to wear a bright pink shirt because is a happy event. And I do feel really happy today.

How can I don't love attending weddings? The best part is to be able to dress up as cool and as nice as you like. I love my look right there in the pictures. Is perfect. And I helped my little bro to dress up as well. It feels good to see other people look good too.

Time for bed. So tired honestly.

Life is still as awesome as usual and colourful indeed.

Is Just A Rough Road

2011-09-10T03:28:00.000-07:00

Recently I don't feel good about myself. These few days, I'm been having doubts about myself and about my family. Thought that my family is way out of control. I felt cheated, been used and been challenged on. Raised their voice against me and made some impolite statement to me. Felt like everything they did are totally wrong and faked. With all these things happened, I was always on my thinking mode trying to figure out. How did it happen this way? And why did it happen? I even thought that I was going to have depression sooner or later. Really think too much actually. So I decided to have a chat with my dad to clear my doubts and I felt bad that I even complained about my own family. So have to be more considerate next time.

My dad is really smart. He managed to see through me that I'm having some problems so he sent me an e-mail which had been forward through out everywhere. Let me show you the content of the mail:

Life Is a

Gift

生命是一份禮物

Today

before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

今天，當你要講一句不善之言－－請想想那些無法講話的人

Before

you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone

who has nothing to eat..

當你要埋怨食物的味道時－－請想想那些沒有食物吃的人

Before

you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone

who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

當你要埋怨你的先生或太太時－－請想想那些在向上天哭訴要一個伴侶的人

Today

before you complain about life - Think of someone who died

too early on this earth.

今天，當你要埋怨生活時－－請想想那些太早離開人世間的人

Before

you complain about your children - Think of someone who

desires children but they're barren...

當你要埋怨小孩時－－請想想那些渴望小孩而無能生育的人

Before

you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or

sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

當你要爭論沒有人清理屋子時－－請想想那些住在街邊的人

Before

whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who

walks the same distance with their feet.

當你在哀訴駕駛的路程－－請想想那些同樣的路程以代步的人

And when

you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the

unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your

job.

當你很疲備而埋怨工作時－－請想想那些無工作，殘疾的，及那些多麼希望擁有你這份工作的人

But

before you think of pointing the finger or condemning

another - Remember that none of us perfect.

當你想要指著人或互相譴責時－－請記得沒有一個人是無罪

And when

depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on

your face and think: you're alive and still

around.

Isn't all these statements true? Is completely true and realistic. Another thing that really amazed me is that my dad's action towards his job. I am still currently working for him and I will attend every meeting that he goes for. I can see that he is extremely serious about his work. Full of passion, full of determination and full of hard work. There are so much stress, tension and pressure on him. And yet I can even complain about my little little problems to him? My problems are nothing compare to his problems. That's when I truly understand how my parents are indeed my main pillar of strengths.

Look I'm not here to praise how good my parents are. But I'm here to tell you guys that our parents work their butts off for us. You may not think that your parents are that amazing and great. But the truth is they are. You just didn't realized it. Whenever you guys have a problem just let your parents know what you are facing and I'm sure they will figure out a solution for you. Remembered they are more experience than us in anything.

Well, that's all for now. Feel like some grandpa telling old stories. Next up about a wedding.

Just Pass A Great Time

2011-09-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

Well, time flies real quick. A blink of an eye. We are all gonna be all grown ups. So let me cut short what I really wanna say. Let the pictures show you then. Blogger had been really naughty these days, not cooperating with me at all.

There you go,

Had a birthday celebration at a Korean Restaurant at Ampang. Real fun!

The Birthday Boy a.k.a my bro!

For every September is always an interesting month. One at the front and another one at the end of September.

Next Up: Little Bro's Birthday. Can't wait!

Actually I have an announcement to make. I'm going to be an Uncle very soon!! Both of my father's side and my mother's side been having really good blessing to have new offspring soon. I hope to be a great uncle and show great example to my niece or my nephew. Gonna start acting like real mature men no more small boy.

Stay Tune!

Check It Out

2011-08-26T08:53:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey! I got something to introduce today. Actually quite a lot of things to introduce. So just hear me out. If you are interested then good, but if you are not just ignore. Alright? So here I go. The first thing is 'The Glee Project'. Is a TV show. Now showing on Star World (I finally got star world channel). The purpose of this show is to pick 3 most suitable people from the competition and work as actor or actress to replace the original glee cast. The 3 main characters that are gonna leave will be Kurt, Rachel and Quinn. If I'm not mistaken. Everything is gonna be so different without them. Anyway, I just love this show. Is like watching another glee season. Contestants need to compete in singing, acting and dancing. Is a tough job. Honestly to me all of them are really talented especially in singing. Take a good look at them.

Well, I know you may think why some of them look so fat or ugly or short or something like that. My point is being in glee is not about the looks. Is about the inner side of you. Who says a fat person cannot sing well and dance well? Glee is about acceptance. Let other people start respecting and accept who you are. Anyway, currently 5 of them had been kicked out so is really interesting to me. Because every week they will have different kinds of task. That guy over there is my favourite contestant. I believe he is always very consistent and his voice is awesome.

Ok. Up next is 'The Voice'. A TV show currently showing on AXN. The Voice is just like American Idol. A lot of good comments for this TV programme. Some people say that this singing competition is way different and way better than Idol which I agree somehow. Because their concept is different from Idol. The contestant will have a chance to choose who will be their mentors for singing. There will be 4 mentors. I only know 2 of them. They are Christina Arguilere and Cee Lo. Christina as usual hot! And her voice is always really mind blowing to me. Make stun a few times indeed.

Well, that's about it.

Song of the Day:

SkyScraper- Demi Lavato

I used to hate her for her horrible acting skills but when comes to her singing. Is really good. Listen carefully to this song. Is a motivational song to me.

Is almost 12:30am. I better get some sleep. Going PD tomorrow! EXCITED!

Penang

2011-08-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

Finally a trip with my gang! 3 days 2 nights is not enough and time really flies. This time our destination is Penang Island. Just the 4 of us: Me, Wen Wu, Alex and Jien. I was hoping for more people to come but is ok take whatever else is the best. Penang is unforgettable and precious to me. I feel glad to have this outing. Even though is so far away from KL but is worth the money and the trip. 4 hours of drive to Penang is not an easy job. Now I really know how my dad feels like when he drives to Singapore. A new record for me! Next time I can drive to Singapore. Anyway, this is our hotel. Hydro Hotel. The room is not bad at all. Never mind the toilet is small but the great thing about this hotel is that it is directly opposite the beach. I was so happy to found the gate to the bridge is like you see light at the end of tunnel. Just what 4 of us need.

Well, let me tell you guys what we did. The main thing we went for was FOOD! The heavenly good food.

We had Laksa, Fried Carrot Cake, Char Kuey Tiao, Prawn Noodle and etc. Is like after eating all these food and is still not enough. Feel like brining all the good chef back to KL. Penang people are so bless with good food.

Other than that, of course we didn't just eat the whole day. We visited some place such as Clock Tower, The Mansion, Miami Beach (The best part for me) and more. Miami Beach was super nice. The beach was quiet in the morning and not much people walking around there. But with the breeze and the wave coming towards to the shore were the best thing to see and to feel in Penang. Just my opinion. I think all of us like beaches a lot especially we live in KL with all the busy roads and not much nature. So Take a good look at our happy faces on the beach.

I also realized 3 of us (guys) are such posers. I think Jien also cannot tahan us! This trip not only make me so satisfied and happy but it gives me back some assurance too. Sometimes we always think too much about the outcome so that's why we must learn how to just trust our instinct and our guts that things will be ok in the end. What I did realize is. Distance is not really a problem. Is how we communicate with people and how we keep in touch. If we keep on talking or even keep updating each other's life, nothing is gonna really change. Sometimes distance makes things better and makes us closer. I feel connected back again. And I shall hold on tight to this connection and not gonna let go. Further more everyone is different in their ways. So this means I realized every friend of mine has their own trademarks. Need an example?

There you go! Never thought that I will doing this trademark with you! I will identify the trademarks properly one by one and keep it in my heart. Because is the trademark that allow us to remember the person easily and forever.

Till next! Night!

The Answer Is Here!

2011-08-18T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hi! I know. Is been awhile I didn't blog again. Been really busy lately. Busy working and busy outing. Actually there are so many things I wanna tell the world but today is the main one. My A-levels result is out. Australia it is my final answer and where will I belong. I'm quite glad that I didn't fail. That was my biggest concern but on the other hand I'm worried that Australia's university won't accept me. Because my result is actually at the border line only. I guess I gonna appeal and show them how much I want it. Melbourne is the city that I want. RMIT is the one that I'm aiming at. I really hope I can get in! I'm really praying hard.

Anyway, let's put the worry aside. I'm going to Penang tomorrow! Is been way too long I been there. Definitely miss the food and the beaches there. Even though I been there when I was young, but I still do remember some image of Penang in my head. Really excited about it!

Well, time to catch up with my gang for good times! Time to double check and sleep early.

Steph's 19th Birthday Outing

2011-08-07T09:12:00.001-07:00

The next 2 things that I did fulfill today was skate with a close friend and do archery. And Steph! You help me fulfill them. I'm happy! Anyway, today I went out with Steph at Pyramid for an outing. So first we did Ice-Skating. Now come to think of it, my gloves are still with you Steph! Haha you can keep it if you want! Ice Skate was really fun, but in the beginning was quite scary for me even though I know how to skate. I guess I was afraid to fall down so I began to hold onto the sides first to get the hang of it. I wouldn't mind doing ice-skate once in awhile but please don't ask me to do it too often because it hurts a lot. Well you know what people say to get your fun, sometimes you must go through the pain.

I'm so glad I'm able to play this application with you. You should get it! (wink)

Up next. We did archery of course! Archery wasn't that easy as I thought. I had to use quite a lot of strength and I can't hold onto the arrows for too long because my hand will be shakey. And I just love the gloves of archery. It made me think like I'm wearing a warrior amour (something like percy). I know I'm such a kid but that's me!

Then right after that, both of us had Tony Roma's. I realize sharing food is so much fun and not so filling. Also, sharing food allows me to eat variety of food too. Anyway, we ordered Shrimp Pasta, Potato Skin and a Salad. Yum Yum as usual! Then we just sat down and talk about anything which I like to do it. Because I like to talk about random topics.

And last but not least, a surprise cake for you! I had an awesome time with you and I will definitely treasure this moment.

Steph: You are one of my earliest friend I know in college and I'm glad I know you. I'm glad that we are this close too. You are officially 19 now and have a blast alright!

Family Bonding

2011-08-07T08:31:00.001-07:00

You know I just manage to fulfill 4 things that I always want to do. 2 of the things will be in the next post. So the first one is bring my little brother to genting and the second one is teach him how to bowl. I'm just glad I manage to fulfill and I'm just happy to see those happy faces on my family.

Ok. My family and I started our journey yesterday at 8am. Basically my little bro and I went for the theme parks at Genting and my parents went to Bukit Tinggi to just walk around. My parents dropped us off at the Cable Car Centre and we took the cable car up to Genting. Genting was really misty and quite cold too. I must say thank god we went to genting during the puasa month because if not it will be crowded. And I dislike crowded place.

Anyway, when we reached the theme park. What else we can do? Of course play! It was really fun to play like a little kid again. Play without any worries or anything. So basically we sat the swing, cyclone, merry go-round (so kiddy huh?), cockscrew, flying dragon and more. Surprisingly Cyclone and cockscrew are not as fun as usual anymore because I think whenever I manage to overcome Universal's Roller Coaster. Genting's one seems nothing to me already. Another thing is we sat the water rides this time in Genting. It was my first time. I was all wet and I was freezing cold because of wind blowing. But indeed it was a great experience. Other than that, we did play some indoor games such as bumper car, arcade and more. Whenever I think of bumper cars, I would start laughing because I did not really a bad thing but it was funny to me. Arcade was really fun too. It was really exciting for us Also, we had lots of food up there. We had pizza hut for lunch and starbucks for a drink.

Around 6pm, we sat the cable car down and met up with our parents. And we had dinner at a Chinese restaurant that served really nice fresh juicy fish. My mum is good at finding good food. So of course is Delicious.

I love action cam man! My new application in my Ipod! If you have an Ipod or an Iphone, please go get this application. Is so useful. You get just snap different pictures and the application will just combine it together it what ways you want. You are allow to do some effects too. Is so awesome! Overall Genting is really fantastic. One of the best family trip and one of the best trip I had with my little brother during the times we had in theme park.

Stay here because I will be posting about something else.

Friday Is Always The Best!

2011-08-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

Ever since I was a young boy, I'm always excited about friday because what comes after that? The weekends. I sound like Rebecca now. Oh no no. Anyway, today was my last day at British Council. Consider graduated. I did learn quite a lot. I think I manage to improve my vocabulary and my grammer too. Hopefully I can write good reports with fluent english in the future. So from next week onwards, I will be able to just focus on my work.

Friday night seems like a family dinner to me. Been doing this for awhile. So almost every friday night my family would actually think of somewhere nice to have dinner together. And I will never get bored of it because I love food. It fills up my stomach and it makes me happy. So today I had Chinese Food at Dragon-i and just so happen my taste bud was moving towards for Chinese Food. 'Xiao Long Pau' can never disappoint me. I just love the soup and the taste of it. Just so yummy.

Actually today I would like to spread the word around that everyone of us has a responsibilities. Work duties, family responsibilities and even friends responsibilities. For work just do your own job. But for family and friends. It involves with spending time and love. If you already knew all these, then good for you. I totally know about my family responsibilities but I realize I didn't really play my part as a friend to the others. Therefore I need to step up on that. Is never too late to learn.

Well that's all for now. Time to pack some stuff for tomorrow. I'm going Genting tomorrow! Pretty Excited! Till next!

Helping Hand Would Make A Difference

2011-08-03T07:42:00.001-07:00

Let me tell you guys a funny statement. Sometimes adults and teenagers can be really opposite. When I say adults I meant the elder ones, not the 20 or 30 plus. Teenagers like us never ever like to write essays and journals but for the adults they are different. They like to make proposal because this proposal is gonna lead them to have even more business and money involves. One thing for sure majority of adults are not very good when comes to technology. For example Iphone 4. Today I did something extremely great for my mum. My mum is really weird when comes to technology, same goes to my dad too. Both of them are afraid of using a new technology. I just don't understand. My mum bought an Iphone 4 since May but she is too scared to use it so then she decided to keep it until one fine day to use it. I find it really hilarious that my mum wouldn't give herself a chance to try. Oh well we as parents' offsprings should guide them slowly when comes to technology.

So I did! I brought my mum to the Digi Centre and sign up for an Iphone 4 package for her. Also, bought a screen protector and casing for her to make sure it is in good condition. And there she go today with a brand new phone on her hand. Even though she is still confused about a lot of things, but she is progressing. She's happy and I'm happy for her. Wouldn't it be cooler if my dad got one iphone 4 too? Then they will be Iphone couples. Hehe will make it happen one day!

Well as for me, I heard that Iphone 5 is coming out soon. I think is this September. Really hoping I could get the Iphone 5 before I go off to oversea. This picture somehow represents the future to me. Anyway, this picture is just a sample not in the market at all. If this could be real, I would definitely die for it. Haha

Today is a great day. Looking forward to the weekend and the rest of the days too. Sleep time. Goodnight!

Rock Climbing!

2011-08-01T07:04:00.000-07:00

I just did rock climbing yesterday! I always always wanted to do rock climbing ever since when I saw the parts and structure of man-made wall in my high school. I told myself at that moment, I'm gonna challenge myself to do rock climbing one day. And I did it! A one day course at least 2 hours and I'm satisfied. Well on that day, it was around 10:30am in the morning when I left from my cousin's house to One Utama. I had an overnight at my cousin's house. It was fun. Anyway, when I reached OU. It was about 11am and straight away I started my course with a coach. Out of no where my coach's name is aaron too. Small world huh?

Continue on. There were little kids learning rock climbing like me too. I wasn't alone and I wasn't feeling any awkward or anything because I know I can do it! So first I learnt to climb side away and vertically. The posture of climbing and ways of holding the "fake rocks" are very important. It will determine how far you could go.

Basically there were 5 climbs that all of us had to do. I still remembered my second last climb was pretty hard for me because I was only allowed to use certain colour of the rocks only. And the scary thing was when I was climbing almost to the top of the climb, I fell off. But THANK GOD my couch managed to hold onto his rope so that I won't fell off completely. At last, I still managed to finish all the climbs. Main thing is never ever hold on to one position for too long because you will be out of strength fast. That what's happen to me.

Overall, Rock Climbing requires lots of strength, fast thinking and patience too. It is still really fun, awesome and cool to me, even though it can be really tiring. Currently I'm still having muscle pain around the elbow and arms area. Pretty unusual.

So after that, I had Pasta at Secret Recipe as a treat for myself. Miss chessy food so much.

Well, that's all for now. Been having a normal daily lifestyle recently but I do enjoy every moment that I had.

Stay tuned.

Stuck In My Head!

2011-07-26T10:17:00.000-07:00

Been listening to these people singing. The songs are always stuck in my head but I love them all. Let me introduce now. We have Charice, Greyson Chance, Carrie Underwood, Lady Antebellum and Mizz Nina (Malaysian). Charice's voice is so powerful just like Carrie Underwood. Greyson Chance's songs are good and mature compare to bieber which is a good thing. He is young but at the same time mature and good at singing. Lady Antebellum is always good when comes to love songs. And last one Mizz Nina recently did a single with flo rida. Is such an honour that she is able to produce songs with international artist. Go embrace our country.

Now let me list the songs that you should listen to:

Louder- Charice

Unfriend You- Greyson Chance

Just A Kiss- Lady Antebellum

Take Over- Mizz Nina feat Flo Rida

Remind Me- Brad Paisley feat Carrie Underwood

Well, today wasn't a bad day at all but really tiring. Went out for dinner with Steph and Sheryl. I'm glad they like the pressie. Talk a lot also today. Must keep in touch ya.

I'm going to my dreamland now. Night!

Why?

2011-07-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

I just don't understand why? Life is so short and life is so unfair. A blink of an eye and you are gone. I wanted to see you more. Even so I did hope to travel with you again when you are fully recover. But why? Why must it happen this time again? You are one of my closest uncle to me. Watched me from young till right now. You will give me anything I want and teach me whatever you know. I miss you dearly right now, but is too late. I should have visit you more often but then I didn't. I always have faith and believe you would recover and make it through. But I guess I was wrong. Is this a countdown? Now currently is the second person who just walked away from my life. Because I do not want a third one.

My heart is breaking slowly and I'm bleeding slowly. When I heard about the news, my mind was completely blank for awhile and then the emotions started to kick in. I can't focus on my work and I kept having the image of you in my mind. Even when I listen to songs, I think of you too. I haven even say goodbye but why did you just depart like that? I had so many flashback today, all the happy times we had were so precious to me. You are so good at cooking until you are even caution then those food specialist. You are a great man. I really do admired you.

Well, there is no point keep looking at the past right now. I'm gonna keep moving forward. Will do my best in helping in the ceremony and will take extra care of Aunty Lay Hua. You can count on me Uncle. I will help you fulfill your dreams.

This is my only pray for now:

Please give strength to the people around me. Especially My dad, My Aunties, My Uncles and also my Grandma. Give them strength and lead them to a positive road or a path. Open up their minds. This is not the end of our life. We will make it through everyone. As for me, I know I will be just fine. I'm no longer the cry baby who just sit around and cry. I take charge of my life and I will lead a great life. May all of us be safe and be bless to have a healthy lifestyle.

Rest in peace Uncle Sing Chong. Always remain in my heart. <3

Scream!

2011-07-20T05:51:00.000-07:00

This is how I feel and how I look almost every morning when I start work. So frustrating and just wanna scream at the person who gave me work. I know I know. I should not complain but I can't help it. I don't know everything in the office and somehow they expect me to know everything. Like where are the accounts files, giving me presentation to do and call for suppliers to deal with them. These are so new to me! And sometimes I don't know why. There are so many tasks can be given to me at once. Also, my mum, my dad and my cousin will keep ordering me to do these and that. Is like one person is pulling my head and the rest are pulling my legs and my hands. Isn't it annoying? I wish I could duplicate myself.

But lucky almost at the end of each day. I do learn something new and I feel more capable in working now. Other than that, I can multi task better now. Just need to learn to be patient and don't simply blast people with my mouth. Furthermore I do feel happier after finishing every difficult task that were given to me.

Well, Lunch time and after work time are the best!

Should I Sign Up For It?

2011-07-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

I found the webpage of one utama rock climbing. I always want to learn this. It looks so tough but I would take on the challenge. But the thing is One Utama is so far away from my house and the basic course requires one hour per day. The cost of the course is RM 48 for the entire thing. Seems a pretty good deal.

Gonna think hard about this.

Movie Review 7

2011-07-18T09:12:00.001-07:00

Been so long doing movie reviews already. So here I go again. I watched transformers: dark of the moon in Melbourne. It was surprisingly good. There are new sports cars which totally attract me a lot. And the humans in this show are becoming smarter than ever. Using flying technique to land like a sugar glider, attack the eyes of the decepticons then bomb their legs so that they are unable to move. What can I say? Learning from experience.

Now time for Monte Carlo. I watched this show tonight just a few hours ago with Steph! Selena Gomez as usual pretty, funny and this time really mean. Can't get enough of her. Blair from gossip girl was in the movie too. I took some time to only realize that was her. Overall is a nice show at least is entertaining. I'm happy the movie make me laugh and at least make me feel so much better from my work. Today was actually a really frustrating day but lucky it really did turn around when night falls.

Time to pack some clothes for jogging tomorrow and bed time! Night world!

The New Big Boy And The New Big Girl in July

2011-07-18T08:52:00.001-07:00

Today is Jien's birthday! Have a blast! And today is the day her holiday really starts. Enjoy your holidays! And another big boy is Wen Wu.

Hope both of you like my presents!

Everything Is Changing Isn't It?

2011-07-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

Everything is changing. It seems time is so limited. Like meet up with my friends sometimes really need to plan ahead. And everyone got their own plans usually. Sometimes just sometimes. I wish to go back to college and high school when all of us have to meet up everyday. Some people seem so fake to me. Is like I seen them keep using white lies in front of others and their statements are just wrong. I don't know whether I can trust them anymore. Some people just don't care what is really going on around them.

Anyway, these are just my thoughts and how I feel. Is only my opinions.

Naruto Shippuden

2011-07-16T20:44:00.000-07:00

I'm not an anime fan. In fact I don't really watch anime like since young and I don't stuck on to them like a glue. But this particular anime is able to make me so hooked on to it. I'm so addicted to it right now. Keep wanting to know what is gonna happen next. Let me introduce to you all the main character of this anime. He is the best character in this entire anime. Is Naruto.

One of the main reason I like this anime so much is because Naruto reminds me of him. I feel I'm just like him. Even when he is younger. Look at this picture just above here. Isn't he sad and lonely? Let me tell you guys something when I was young. I always felt been pushed away and nobody ever acknowledged me. Always get scolding and even worst get bullied by people and friends. Felt no one wanted to be my friends. That is why I don't have a lot of friends in primary schools. Honestly there was actually only one person I keep in touch with that's all for my primary school friend. That's why I dislike my childhood because every time I think of it. I feel pain and embarrassed. Don't want to go back to those life and don't want to even look at those people.

Naruto is strong, determined, trustworthy and most importantly loyal. When you are his friend, he will treasure the people around him and won't let the people around him go the wrong directions. One thing for sure that I'm exactly like him. Is that he dislike people to underestimate him and he will prove that person wrong for sure!

Well, that's all for now. Gonna keep on watching my anime.

Melbourne

2011-07-16T01:12:00.000-07:00

Melbourne! It is the city that can't really predict how the weather is gonna be. I took a domestic flight from Perth to Melbourne. And surprisingly Qantas airline services are good. Good food and friendly people. The first word that will come across my mind about Melbourne is cold. Melbourne is really cold compare to Perth. At least most of the day, Perth is always sunny. But on the other hand, Melbourne could be sunny and rainy on certain day. Nevertheless, I still prefer cold weathers rather than hot ones like Malaysia. One of the main reason is because oily skin like mine is better in cold weather condition. At least my skin won't be that oily and not too dry either so that pimple won't keep popping out of anytime.

Now my main visit to Melbourne is to look at these:

Melbourne University and RMIT. The campus in Melbourne U really blown off my mind. Is so nice until I just don't mind exploring just the campus. Whereas RMIT is just like another HELP. All scattered around the city with different faculty and different buildings. But nevertheless, RMIT provides me better courses in terms of practical work rather than Melbourne U. I would like to have a campus life but I need to look what's the best for myself.

There are all sorts of buildings in Melbourne. I'm always amazed to all sorts of different yet unique architecture. Take a look:

Actually I would love to study architecture but I'm not so strong on my sciences and also I don't think I'm creative enough to suit this field. It takes lots of passion and patient to think of new ideas and new designs. And that's why somehow I chose Real Estate because I know I don't have the ability to be like an engineer or even an architect but I know I can be a property developer or a valuer someday. So right now I need to gather as many knowledge about lands, design of buildings and more.

Up next the food. The food in Melbourne I feel is so asian. Is like you can just walk around the street and you can find 10 Chinese food stores in 10 mins just an example. So there is nothing to worry about just having western food in Melbourne. Melbourne is really exposed now. Check it out:

Other than that, I realize the greens in Melbourne is very good. There are lots of parks around the city where it is a good thing. People can just jog around in the park before work or even after work. We need to expose ourselves at least once in awhile into the greens to breath in fresh air and release some stress. Also, city people tend to have lack of initiative to exercise so with all these parks. People will appreciate it and use it well. The greens:

Conclusion: Melbourne is indeed a clean and variety city. People are friendly and nice there. I'm really considering to study at Melbourne. I can't believe I'm saying this. Currently I'm placing myself more towards Australia than UK now. I guess my parents brain wash really work on me. Or is it I'm too obedient towards my parents? Haha Australia is nearer and cheaper in terms of cost compare to UK. And I don't really care about the duration of the course because it does not really matter. Ultimately is my working experience counts the most.

Gonna exercise now. No more holiday for now. Need to do more self improvement. Till next.

Perth

2011-07-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

I was really wrong about Perth. Perth is just wonderful. This is the plane that got me to this wonderful place call Perth. Just to let you all know, I been to Perth before and I find it very boring last time. But right now I totally take back my words. Perth may seems boring at first but once you got to understand how the people in Perth live is actually very nice. Is the kind of lifestyle I wanted so long ago. Perth can provide you different kinds of cultures and customs. There are great food everywhere and great views too.

Speaking of great views let me show you some:

I like the night lights the most. Is just so beautiful. Perth is just like a city that can provide you both traditional things and modern things. It is a vibrant and not too crowded city at all. Also, one of the main reason why Perth has lots of food is because there are all kinds of people living in Perth. A lot of Asian migrate to Australia to improve their education especially their english language. Improving in terms of speaking, writing, listening and reading. With lots of asian population, there will be lots of new asian restaurants. That is why you can find lots of asian food in Australia.

The food:

By looking at all these pictures I feel hungry already. So I think you all get a clear picture that in Perth, there are lots of food to hunt on. Other than that, currently right now Perth is like on SALE! I can't control myself but to buy. I feel so guilty right now and I'm currently going to be broke. I shall make myself stuck at home and save some money. But anyway let me show you some stuff that I bought.

The last picture with the statue is the best picture in the entire Perth trip. You know why? Is because I'm finally using all my winter jackets and I finally manage to buy a really skinny pants before I went to Perth. Is such a dream come true to look at myself wearing all these things. It is a blessing to be able to own all these things so I'm gonna work extremely hard when I grow older and earn more money not for myself only. But also for my family of course. Well another main attraction that make me completely breathless is the musical 'Wicked'. Honestly speaking I know so much about this musical is mainly because of my high school box office production. Without this production, I could have zero knowledge on musical and production. It is indeed a great exposure.

The minute I heard the song Defying Gravity and For Good by Wicked. I will surely have goose bumps. Defying Gravity is a very strong song that tells everyone to go against the law if you really believe you are right and to be able to take big risk in life. For Good is about friendship and relationship. It will remind us how we started off finding a true relationship or a good friendship. Basically a great bond between people. And that bag is filled with T-Shirt from Wicked. Jas sis and I bought one each for ourselves. I feel so limited edition now with the T-shirt.

At last, I would like to thank my tour guide in Perth. My Jas sister! Without her guide, I would definitely be lost traveling by myself. Thanks for feeding me with lots of calories (I'm definitely fatter now) Thanks for bringing me around and help me in Perth. Just thanks.

Conclusion: Perth is amazing and I would like to retire there when I'm old. I'm glad I chose to travel to Australia because ultimately I will be choosing between Aus Uni or UK Uni which is a freaking hard choice to make. Travel to Perth is definitely an eye opener for me. Now I understand more about Australia and I would not mind to start my career, my study and to live in Australia. I always like to travel in a very relaxing mood and no such feeling of rush. Well I found that in Perth. Currently in Melbourne, gonna explore Melbourne tomorrow and gonna find out more about RMIT.

Time to wash some clothes. Bye for now.

Tumblr

2011-07-04T19:11:00.000-07:00

Recently I got myself a tumblr. Is just so interesting to me now. I think friends influence is a big factor. Is like whenever your friends got a new thing and you would like to try it and to have to it too. Is so strange sometimes, it happens automatically without us knowing.

Anyway, this is my tumblr add: aaronjylim@tumblr.com People you guys can check it out. I usually put pictures of what I like. Like my interest, hobbies and my goals.

Stay tuned.

The Hectic City With Good Memories: Singapore

2011-07-04T07:34:00.000-07:00

Singapore seems like my second home town. I had been traveling to Singapore every since I was young. Basically I know lots of places in Singapore. And is all thanks to my parents and my family for giving me a chance to expose myself to the world and allow me to explore the world as much as I can. Well this is a picture of my good friends and I on our way to Singapore. This is my first time traveling oversea with friends. Is all very exciting.

Now let me tell you guys what we did in Singapore. These two are the main thing we went for. Night Safari and Universal Studios. Night Safari was good. Even though we arrived late but is good. Is my first time and I just like to walk pathway where is dark and creepy. Sounds so mysterious right? Also, the animal show was not bad. Manage to see wolf for my first time. Is amazing. Up next is Universal. Is my second time in Universal. Well I still like it. I manage to do some different rides this time. For me, Galactica is one of the rides. You must not miss at all. Is the hotspot of the entire thing. This time I went for it alone. At first, I was really nervous and my heart just keep on pumping. Lucky I manage to just overcome it and enjoyed the ride.

These are some of the pictures that we took in Universal. I'm happy we took lots of pictures with different characters like Marilyn Monroe, Puss, Kung Fu Panda and more. Other than that, we did quite a lot of shopping. Steph and Sheryl bought many stuff for themselves. Well, I wanted to buy too but I told myself not everything is about me. So I manage to control myself not to shop like a crazy fellow. I chose to shop and to buy things for my friends. Is a nice feeling when you know somehow the things that you buy will make your friends happy. Satisfied.

Anyway, these are some of the food we had. Is all good!! Ben & Jerry is like limited edition in Malaysia hardly can be found in stores. Furthermore, the prata is very crispy unlike roti canai in Malaysia. And the pizza was just good. Is huge! And the last one, the creep cake. I know is quite expensive and is difficult to do but it taste like heaven. Reminds me of my Malacca trip.

Last but not least, I enjoyed a lot in this trip and I'm glad is a success that this trip did make all 3 of us closer. Currently at Perth right now. Still miss home and my friends in Malaysia. I'm also happy I'm with Jasmine right now. Is been way too long we talked. Is morning and time to explore Perth! Till next time.

Yesterday Was Awesome!

2011-06-30T09:30:00.001-07:00

As you can see the pictures, this is a park where it is near my house. I'm such a lucky guy to have this park. It is really a beautiful big park. So yesterday morning I had a jog there. It was not bad. I realize I need to build up more stamina. I'm easily tired during my jog. I guess is been awhile I do intensive exercise already. Anyway, this park does not only contains great surrounding and environment. But also, good equipments for the people. For example like there are tools for people to build up muscle or certain exercises just focus on certain parts of the body such as The high bar that allows people to pull themselves up in order to build muscle. Isn't it good? That's why I feel lucky.

So right after my jog, I went to Mid Valley to shop. In the mean time shopping, I did meet up with my close friend from Australia. Wei Shin! She is doing fine, I'm happy for her. You know even though we may be apart but sometimes distance is the not the problem. Is the effort in maintaining the good relationship that counts the most. She is indeed a good friend of mine. Also, I had lunch with Marcus and David Kam! Both of them are my old high school friends. They were invited by Wei Shin. Is been so long I talked to them. Did catch up a lot.

By the look of this picture, I feel really over the moon and at the same time very guilty about it. I partically shopped until way past my budget. But you know what I think about this? Sometimes why save so much money for? Life is about enjoying and as long as we know our limits to everything. Anyway, The shoes that I bought were amazing. I'm loving them! Other than that, I bought lots of jackets, shirts and pants that's all.

Almost at the end of the day, I went to see Jien and my high school gang. It was a nice section where we talk about anything and just express whatever things we wanna say. And it is good being who you are is important. Furthermore, I learned that maintaining good relationship is by communication between two parties. Without any communication they won't be any improvement at all.

Conclusion of the day: Currently right now at Singapore with my college friends and everything is going ok. I'm satisfied about and I love my holiday right now. Most importantly must make everyday the best that you wanna be. I don't know why. I miss my family so much suddenly. Just wanna talk to them really like seriously.

But anyhow, they should be asleep already. Time for me to sleep now. Good night!

A Long Satisfying Day

2011-06-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

Today is a beautiful day. Even though it rained in the morning. But you know what I love rain the most. One fine day I'm planning to wash my car until it rain. That will be the best feeling I would like to have when water splash onto my entire body. Anyway, today is the day I took my placement test for British Council. This test will indicate how good my english will be so that the board would allocate me to the right class for me to improve my english. After the test, I felt good about it. Because usually I do feel stress about test but not this time. I was really relax and at some point I do feel like a little boy studying english again. And I got intermediate 5 means top 3 class. You must be thinking why are you studying english again huh? Well, is my parents' suggestions. They want me to improve my english even better. Actually I feel that my parents did give great suggestions to me Without those suggestions, I would not be learning so many things and be able to overcome my problems.

For example, like I'm also working right now. But this time I'm working on QS stuff. QS stands for Quantity Survey. The last working experience I had in my dad's office is accounts work. So basically my parents are already training me step by step into my potential career line. They want me to be flexible and capable when comes to work. And sometimes a spoil brat like me do complain a lot about the arrangement of my parents made for me. Actually they just wanna give me what's best for me. And I appreciate it!

Also, my muscle and my abs start to feel pain so is a good sign. I don't know why recently I'm just feeling really hopeful too. Like to look at sunshine and feel the warm from the light. And it is indeed beautiful to see sunshine.

Last but not least, life is beautiful. Live like there's no tomorrow. Time for a bath!

Balance

2011-06-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

I found these pictures at google. And it reminds me to do my best to be a balance person. I know sometimes is just really tough to maintain your social life and your study or working life. But we just got to try. Currently I'm planning to slim down and clear off my scars and pimples on my face. Hope I can do it. I must say. I had been working out a lot. Yesterday I just had a jog with Sheryl and another Aaron. It was not really an intensive exercise but it was a good start. And actually today I was very eager to play badminton today, but suddenly just cancel. Is ok I understand. So I start working out at home today. It was good to me. I was sweating from my head to the bottom. I did some Up Beat Dancing, Weight Lifting and most importantly Sit Up to flatten my tummy.

Other than that, I'm controlling the way I eat my food nowadays. For breakfast, I'm gonna eat more carbohydrates like cereal, bread or oats to fill my stomach. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day so make sure you have a good breakfast everyday. Then for lunch, I will take in more Vegetables and Fruits like salad. Even if you feel is not filling enough then eat some bread until dinner. As for Dinner, it will be the usual rice and the dishes on the table. Just follow the food pyramid then you will be alright.

Anyway, I wanna talk about the things I done for yesterday. I had a great BBQ night with my family. And I finally change my glasses, also I got my contact lens already. Been dying to change for so long. Oh ya I cut my hair too.

Roasted Mashmallows And the food I BBQ

That's all for now. Tomorrow is gonna be a long day.

The Dog Days Are Over!

2011-06-24T11:15:00.000-07:00

Currently I'm still feeling like an eagle feel free to fly whenever I want. Finally A-Level is Over! Is been so long. One and a half year. All the pain I gone through finally did somehow paid off. Right now I'm also very excited about uni already. A lot of my friends went to uni already and is my turn now. Soon soon it will be my turn. I just can't wait.

Anyway, today was my last paper. FP3 is freaking hard but ignoring it. So all 3 of us went to The Curve to go get our dinner.

As usual the food is good. I mean when you are hungry nothing seems to be taste bad. After that, we had some ice cream from IKEA. I must say the ice cream from IKEA is so good. Is cheaper and it taste better than Mc Donald.

Well that's all for now, I'm too tired to blog right now. Is currently 2:30am in the morning. Conclusion of the day is to keep updating my blog everyday (Cross my heart for won't letting my blog die again, this time for real). And Just stay tune I'm gonna go transform into a new person.

For now, Good night!!!

I See It Coming

2011-05-15T22:50:00.000-07:00

I know one day you will be gone eventually. Because is a natural process that everyone in this world will be gone. Is just a matter of time. All I really wanna say is that thank you. Thanks for being part of my life and giving me some nice memories of you and me together. You were always nice and kind towards everybody. And of course you did taught me well in certain things. I really do appreciate what you had done for me. So now is my turn to do my part. I don't really know how I can help you in anything. But I will promise you to help out in the ceremony in whatever ways I can. And trust me I will also try to help your daughter and your son in any ways. I mean they are my cousins and they did help me a lot when I was young. Besides we are all a family. Family will always help each other. Now that you are gone, so just sit back and relax.

Most importantly, rest in peace Aunty Leong.

How's Your Mother's Day?

2011-05-09T20:44:00.001-07:00

I know mother's day is over. But I would like to talk about it. Well my mother's day was great. As you can see in this picture, this is my new cake mixtures. My little bro and I were baking a cheese cake for our mum. I was pretty excited about baking cakes because I always wanted to learn how to do it. Well, here are the things that we do.

Chese Mixtures

Egg White Mixtures

Tadaa!! Cheese Cake Mixtures! Ready for the Oven!

This is the end result. Well I'm not a pro in baking cake so please ignore the cracks on my cake. I mean as long as it taste great right? To me it taste just nice.

Mum,

I hope you really enjoy our cake and you are the greatest mum I could ever had.

Love you mummy!

End Of Semester And College

2011-05-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys! I know is been way too long I update my blog. So here I go. This picture is my last class in college. I was having accounts mock exam and the paper was fine. I'm just so glad college lecturers are over so now I can sleep late and wake up late. I miss my sleep so badly. Sleep is very important to me. Without any sleep, I will be a zombie for the next few days. Anyway at the same time, I'm a bit sad that college is ending soon for me. Because even though how sucky HELP is. I still do have lots of fun and nice memories in this college. I can't believe is already about 1 year and 5 months I'm in this college. Well you know what people used to say, we must keep looking forward.

Maggi Goreng and Teh Tarik are my favourite when comes to mamak. I miss the food already. Well better study hard for my upcoming exam. 26th of May: Stats 2!

A Tired Week

2011-04-27T00:33:00.000-07:00

I'm so so tired right now. Been such a bad week. Everything seems like is not going well. My friends around me are going through a rough time and I feel really sad for them. Because somehow inside my heart I feel this is so unfair for them. At the same time, all of us are stressing about our studies, because exam is coming. And some of us are also been bother by the fact that we have to apply for accommodation that includes me. I'm also currently feeling so sick. Even though I'm just having flu and sore throat but is quite disturbing at the same time. The main point is that I'm so stress until one point that I just wanna give up everything and why should I care anymore? But then there are so many incidents happening around me right now, and I feel is not the right time to be down and get defeated right now. There are a lot of things I still wanna help out my family, friends and my love ones.

I shall give myself a break for awhile then continue to charge on!

Go Bieber!

2011-04-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

I just went for another concert. And this will be my last concert of the year. Seriously concert did really make me wanna go party every time, so I have to control myself. Anyway, Justin Bieber is awesome! He is not gay, weak and other bad things you thought about him. He is a great performer. Think about it. Not many 17 year old boy can make the crowd go crazy. He has his tricks and his way in performing. 17000 plus plus of fans went for his concert. Can you imagine the crowd right now? Even though I got wet from the head to my toes and there were mud in my shoes and in my car and lining a long way just to go into the concert. It was worth it. Come to think of it. I had never ever done so many things for a guy like this before. XD

Before Bieber came on stage, Mizz Nina and some DJ warm up the crowd first. It was really fun. Because I get to jump around with the upbeat music like nobody business. It did loosen me up. Anyway, Justin is really good at dancing. He knows how to connect himself with my crowds which is a good thing. And most importantly he has a good voice and good vocal. He sang lots of song on that night. I love 'Somebody To Love' the most because of his dance moves. And 'You Smile' was great. This is the song that can really show his vocal. Also the opening and the ending of the concert were great.

Oh by the way, I watched his movie already. Right after his concert which is on last saturday. This movie is really inspiring to me. I didn't know much about him and now I really do appreciate his music and understand how he was brought up to be famous. Is not just about his look and his charm that got him to be famous. He is really talented in singing and musically good in instruments too. There is one part of the movie that shows how hard he did work for his career. He actually did 85 concerts in US. That's such a big number for a young boy like him. And he hates to disappoint his fans.

Should go watch his movie. Cause is worth paying for the 3D and the great documentary of him. I'm glad he is a star right now. Cause he is showing to the world that anything can be done. Just don't give up.

"NEVER SAY NEVER!"

Blazing Fire In Me

2011-04-19T07:53:00.000-07:00

Honestly speaking, I'm really not myself ever since yesterday. The main reason is because I feel pressured. Because yesterday out of the sudden. All of my lecturers just told us we will be having mock exams in next 2 weeks time. And is like one coming after another. I'm not ready at all. I'm no longer consider the pro in Math anymore. Further Math is always killing me slowly. Now this is my only main concern right now. That is why I felt angry, moody and most importantly stress! With all these emotions, then I got myself a fire in me. And is always ready to scold people or even burn people down. But thank god I didn't. I only use sarcastic words to attack people. Still is bad. I'm sorry to those people who get it from me.

As you can see the knots right? That is what I'm feeling right now. Like all my blood veins are all tangled up. I guess I need to understand how to loosen up a little and use the fire in me into my studies.

Yup! I shall study hard!

Feeling Brand New!

2011-04-13T21:05:00.000-07:00

As I was driving on the highway on my way to the airport. The sky was dark and there are morning mist. At that moment, I felt gloomy in my heart for some reason. But then suddenly I saw light from the sky. Is the sun and it brightens up my mood. Is like I felt hope and faith again. At first I felt gloomy I guess is because I'm loosing faith and hope. But I knew the light that shine upon me is a sign that shows not the end of anything. Everybody needs enlightenment when we are in trouble. Just like when you are in a dark cave, all you need to do is to find the light. And there will be your answer. Is been awhile that I drive myself to somewhere far on my own. When I reach the airport, I saw lots of people are lining up for checking in and the whole place is just crowded. Everyone is just so busy with their own work and I'm like the only one who is really free that is searching for this person...

My sister. Not a real one but consider close to me until a stage where we can call each other bro & sis. And sometimes, our thinking can be link easily. So when I saw her arrived, straight away I knew where she is because she is also wearing a cardigan which is similar to mine. Then we kept on talking non stop until she really need to go. When she disappear in front of my eyes, my heart sank a little. But then I decided to hang out in the air port for awhile, so basically I was sitting down on a bench where I can see a great view of everything while listening to my ipod. I saw plane flying off, trees, people busy working with their laptop at Mc Donald's and some people were crying and waving goodbye to their love ones. At that moment, I realize life can be dull or colourful. Is up to us to decide how we will live our life. We can actually paint our life beautifully. So paint your life well. We don't have to live in a dull life. Sure there are obstacles everywhere we go, but take things easily and positively. And I'm sure all of us can do it! Another thing is that change is always a constant in life. Without change, then there will not be any improvement in our life. So just accept the truth that one day all of us will be seperated and go to different directions in life. But that does not mean, we can't keep in touch. Faith will eventually bring all of us back together. As I was leaving the airport, I give myself a smile and I feel brand new right now! With a new thinking and with a new aim on how should I live my life. And I'm ready to charge on my dream and on my future!

Sister,

I may not be around you all the time, but you will always remain in my heart. As long as you are safe and doing fine no matter where you go. I will always support you and be happy for you.

Keep in touch!

Fun And Funny!

2011-04-13T00:49:00.000-07:00

Hahaha.. XD I can't stop laughing when I look at all these pictures. Never thought that I will be doing all these crazy stuff with you guys. Is epic and fun. There is no price tag for the memories that we had made. Money can't buy good memories and good times.

Buddies for life for sure! And I just wish 3 of us could just go UK even though we are all in different universities.

Extremely Hyper About This!

2011-04-12T03:31:00.000-07:00

This is Bungee Jumping! My top list of adventurous thing that I wanna do in my life. I'm glad I'm not really afraid of heights. Because I think I will be missing out the fun so badly. I wanna know what is the feeling of free falling. I know it will be very scary at first but it will be very exciting to do crazy stuff!

Another thing that I wanna do! Is call "G-Force X Reverse Bungee". Sounds pretty cool huh? Well, is definitely a safer and not so dangerous thing to do. Because somehow there is at least some protection from the metal surrounding the seat and is like a ball.

And guess what? I did a little research on this. There is Bungee Jump in Sunway Lagoon and G-Force can be found near the KL tower there. OH GOD! I must try them by this year! Is a must!

So anybody wanna join me?

A Very Strong Urge!

2011-04-12T03:26:00.000-07:00

Is been way too long I hardly even touch sushi. Sushi is always nice and I just wanna stuff myself with all the sushi. I know there could be radiation but how long we have to wait only we can eat? I will eat it one day. Is a must.

Movie Review 6

2011-04-12T03:17:00.000-07:00

Sucker Punch! Not a bad movie at all. I didn't expect to be this good. To me the movie did show the dark side of the world can be and of course people can be really evil too. 2 words for this movie twisted and dark. But I must say, the actions were great. Very cool.

This is my next movie I wanna watch. Is Source Code. I watched the trailer already and I find it extremely exciting. Can't wait!

Didn't Realize

2011-04-05T03:21:00.000-07:00

I always thought that we still got time to spend time together. I always thought that we will still be able to meet up whenever I give you a call or just text you. I always thought that this leaving thing will not happen. Indeed I was living in a fantasy world where I think everything will be in place and everything will be alright. But the truth is you are going somewhere soon, and a few months later I could be at the another part of the world. And I'm afraid that I will not have the chance to see you again.

Sister I don't want you to go... Tears were flowing down my cheek when I had my bath. I'm sad right now, so that is why I will treasure you when you are around.

:'(

The Malacca Trip

2011-03-31T03:25:00.000-07:00

Finally I manage to find some time to blog. Now I'm gonna talk about my FANTASTIC Malacca Trip. On the 25th of March, all of us went down to malacca to have fun. Alex, Jien, Jas, my little bro, Leng dear and I. Honestly Malacca is kind of like my hometown and I have no clue where are all the good foods, places we could visit and more. Not until after this trip, I think I understand my hometown a lot more now.

Now This is our hotel room..

The room looks very comfortable right? Yes it is. I'm so glad I got this room because it fits everyone perfectly. And seriously when comes to food in malacca, I didn't know there are so many nice food in Malacca. Now let the pictures tell you how good it is then..

Oh god, my stomach is making noises right now. I mean how can you resist the nice food? :D

Last but not least, this trip is definitely worth to go. Money can never exchange with sweet and nice memories. So therefore treasure whatever you got right now and don't let it slip it through your fingers. Right now I felt so much closer to you guys and I'm loving it. :D

Music

2011-03-24T04:25:00.000-07:00

Music. Is indeed a great component to feel something with. When you are happy and hyper, you will listen to happy songs. But when you are sad, you will automatically listen to sad songs. Music and our emotions are connected somehow. Is like when I am sad and I would understand those other people who are in pain and in sorrow. So music basically reminds us how sad, happy, angry people around us can be. Because life is not a bed of roses. Because life is not just like a breeze.

Get It Right- Glee Cast

This song was sang by Rachel in Glee. I used to hate her role a lot because I find her too controlling and very demanding. At the same time, she did screw up lots of things and I do sometimes pity her a lot when she get bully by other people. Because she is just trying to make things best for everybody. Somehow I just feel I'm like her actually in a way. I do screw up lots of things sometimes. And all I just want to do is to fix it right. And Get It Right.

Miss You Guys!

2011-03-15T02:44:00.000-07:00

Dear God,

Can you please tell my beloved people in this picture that I miss them so much. (Peng in case if you are reading my blog, you are part of the beloved people for sure)

He Is Great!

2011-03-15T02:37:00.000-07:00

"And I'm feeling good!!"

Is Michael Buble everybody! Damn! I must say this guy is freaking great. Even though I have to be honest, I don't really like classical, slow and jazz songs. But this guy got the power to really change my mind and he is indeed a great performer. No doubts at all! He is entertaining, funny and he has a charm that really attracts lots of people. Really charming. I had never felt so connected to an artist before.

Is totally a worth paying concert to watch!

Turn Over A New Leaf

2011-03-12T01:13:00.000-08:00

Hey people! I'm back in action for my blog. Recently my internet connection in the house is really bad. Time to tell about the things really happen around me. Honestly nowadays I felt like being pushed around here and there about my responsibilities and my duties. Not physically push but mentally. My results are out. And is so hurting to look at the results. Because all I could feel is that I really did let my parents down, my friends, my partner and most importantly myself. I always expect myself to be able to pull it off when comes to exam and I always believe I will be fine and somehow believe that god would not punish me in this type of ways. But I was wrong. All these things happen is mainly because of me. I didn't really push myself enough to do well in my exams. No one to be blame but myself. So basically I was really depressed, wanna screw my entire life, wanna kill myself, just kept thinking no point worth living, give up my life and just FML. Indeed my mind wasn't clear about what should be the next move. I felt lost and insecure at the same time. I kept asking myself can I still do fulfill my dreams? Is it too unrealistic?

But then at last right now, I'm fine. Is mainly because of moral support from my parents, advice from friends and of course love support from my darling. I'm a happy man again! :D Still standing firmly on my ground and fight on! And at least I know what I'm worth living for. 3 more months then I will finish my A-Levels! Can't wait at all! Is about time I'm gonna spread my wings and fly high!

Am I gonna get beaten up for the second time? Not this time! Let's do this thing!

Need to Chill

2011-03-07T02:50:00.000-08:00

I wish I got a "don't panic" Button that can apply it on me. Because no matter how hard I'm trying to chill, calm down and don't think so much about my results. I'm just really panic about it. You may see me looking so fine and normal on the outside but on the inside is definitely all mess up. Feel like my blood veins are all tangled up. Oh god. Why is it always like that when comes to result day? I mean is not normal to don't panic when comes to result day, but I really need to chill. Been thinking about this night and day. Feeling so crappy.

3 more days. Oh holy cow!! :S

Movie Review 5

2011-03-05T21:47:00.000-08:00

I am Number 4 great movie! But is a bit draggy. One thing for sure.

Dianna Agron is beautiful as usual. I like the way she talk, sing and act. Very professional.

Next movie! Beastly. Love is never ugly. So true! And the main actor in this movie is the same guy for "I am Number 4"

PC Expo

2011-03-05T21:06:00.000-08:00

Actually I had never attend a PC fair or PC Expo before. So I got no idea how is it. But yesterday at the PC expo was super crowded. I never like crowded places because I feel suffocated and not able to breath properly. Lack of air I guess. That is why I prefer to go places where it is spacious and have my own personal space. Anyway, I got things to buy. So I got no choice. I bought a pendrive and an external hard drive. The price for both of these items are consider cheap. So I'm glad.

After the PC Expo, Three of us (Leng dear, Jas and I) had our lunch and shop around. Lunch was good and I always love "Xiao Long Pau". I still remembered as three of us walking around from shops to shops. I saw so many things that I wanna buy. There is this urge keep pulling my leg and making me going crazy. I saw different colour of Polo T-shirts from PDI, a cotton jacket from Cotton On, skinny jeans and pants from Padini Authentics and MORE. Oh gosh. Well, I got to save more money then. I do feel regret that I didn't try the cloths. Next time then. At least I enjoyed my day yesterday.

Last night was really magical Leng Dear right? :D :D